Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish you a " Happy Halloween`s Day ". =)

BFFs, girlfriends and I used to talk about having a Halloween party, but I guess they were just bullshitting, but it is fun to talk about because we get to dress up. =) Well, I would love to dress up as a Frankenstien`s wifey and Gaius will be Frankenstien. =) Haha. Anyway, I took these pictures from Pinkpau.

Even though I don`t watch " Harry Potter ", but this is funny. =) Haha.

Whoever dressed it is a cruel person. -_-

This is my favourite. =) In case you don`t know, it is a chihuahua dressed up as God Monkey. =)

I find its face expression funny. -_- Haha.




Yesterday, I restarted " The Sims Two " because the previous one sucks. -_- Well, this one doesn`t make any different, but Gaius and I have three children; two biological children, Deryk and Kyira[ Yes, they are twins. =) ] and an adopted child, Sam. =) Even though Sam is our adopted child, but we still love him. =) So I was playing it until 6 something a. m. because I was sleepy, but I can`t sleep. So I took pictures. =)


After that, I still can`t sleep. So I messaged Gaius to call me. =) After that, he left for church. I was sleeping until he called me again. =) After that, he left for his uncle`s place. I was sleeping until he messaged me to call him because he doesn`t have any credit. -_- Haha. So I did. =) After that, I left for Jusco with Bernard, Isis, Aunt Mei and mom. I didn`t buy anything because Aunt Mei was buying things for her new place, but at least I persuaded mom to let me go to the prom. =) Fine. Under one condition; Bernard is going too. -_- Well, no worries. I think he is going somewhere else while I dance with Gaius. =) Anyway, after that, we were back in my place. Bernard left for badminton thing and Aunt Mei and mom left Isis with me. So basically, I was babysitting her, but it was all good because she is a good girl with a good book.[ It is a children book. =) ] =) So we were playing this card thing. To be honest, it was boring, but to make her happy, I would do anything. =) After that, Aunt Mei was back in my place to pick Isis up.

Isis and her good book. =)




Yesterday, I was talking to Gaius on the phone. He started freestyling about me.[ Ahhh. Those memories in the gig. =) ] =) Though, I can`t catch up with his lyrics because he was rapping too fast. -_- So I told him off. And yes, I lost. -_- Well, it is hard to create lyrics and rhyming at the same time in one second. -_- I wonder how people can do that. -_- Anyway, I just freestyled. =) Fine. I took one minute, but it is the thought that counts. =) So here you go.

x Beatboxing. x
I got a boo back in the hood,
Falling in love with him feels so good,
He is an angel,
Thank You for making me his girl,
He contents my life,
Now, I am going to give you a five,
One, he is everything that I could dream of,
Two, we are in love with each other because,
Three, we are each other`s boo,
Four, he is the only one who can make feel so cool,
Five, and no matter how far we are from each other,
We will always keep the love popping, yes sir, yes sir, yes sir, yes sir,
Word.
x Making a heart with my fingers and put it on my chest. x

That is all. =)


Yesterday, I was watching " Dhoom Two ". After I watched " Dhoom " last time, I was crazy about it and asked everyone about it. -_- Haha. And yes, I was crazy about " Dhoom Two " too and asked everyone about it. -_- Haha. Well, Joanne, Saktia, Sarah, Faustina and Su Ann[ I think. ] didn`t watch it, but Denise, Yash and Thilaga did. =) First of all, thanks to Denise for telling me about it. =) Second of all, thanks to Yash, I just realized John Abraham is in " Dhoom " and Hrithik Roshan is in " Dhoom Two ". -_- Haha. I got confused because they look alike. -_- Haha. Third of all, thanks to Thilaga for telling me " Dhoom Three " will be out next year because I thought that " Dhoom Two " is the last movie because Hrithik Roshan turns over a new leaf in the end. -_- Haha. What? In case you don`t know, I love " Dhoom ". So obviously I want more. -_- Haha. Anyway, I can`t wait for " Dhoom Three " next year. =)

Me.: Thilaga, did you watch " Dhoom Two " yesterday?
Thilaga.: x Blahblahblahing about how hot Aishwarya Rai is. x
Me.: x Raising eyebrow. x
Thilaga.: I watched " Dhoom " last Saturday and " Dhoom Three " will be playing on next Saturday.
Me.: OhmyGod. Are you serious?
Thilaga.: Huh? What are you talking about? " Dhoom Three " will be out next year.

Apparently, I was deaf. -_- Haha. Well, you can`t blame me because she was speaking Malay. -_- Anyway, the part I love the most is when Uday Chopra with his imaginations with the girls and how his imaginations break into pieces when he found out those girls were taken. -_- Haha. Ohyeah. You should listen to the soundtrack " Dhoom Dhoom " by Tata Young. =) Overall, I love Yash Chopra[ Yash`s twin sister. -_- Haha. Ohwait. Is Yash Chopra a girl? ] for this movie and I can`t wait for " Dhoom Three " next year even if I had to watch it in some typical Indian cinemas if Mid Valley is not playing it. =) I want to watch it with Gaius so that I can hug him when I am. x Cough. x Scared. =)

P. S.: Loving Indian movies is not a sin. =)


I got tagged by Naressa. -_- So here you go.

Seven things to be done before my death.:
o1. Get married to Gaius Christopher Thangarajan. =)
o2. Give birth to Gaius`s babies. =)
o3. Be a good person. =)
o4. Convert into a Christian. =) And yes, I know I am a Buddhist, but I love Jesus. =) Plus, parents don`t mind. =)
o5. Charity. =) Ohyes. Gaius and I are working on it. =)
o6. Travel around the world with family. =)
o7. Get drunk. =) Fine. This is foolish, but I want to experience the drunk moment where you can`t remember what you did. =)

Seven things I won`t do even if it kills me.:
o1. Be a Satan`s follower.
o2. Commit suicide.
o3. Commit crimes.
o4. Be a bully. Well, to the elders.
o5. Cam whore and put the pictures on the internet. Only bitches do that.
o6. Be a hubby stealer.
o7. Masturbate about George Bush or Osama Bin Laden. -_- Haha.

Seven things I do when I am away from public.:
o1. Talk to my hands. -_- Well, I see them as my advisers. Somehow. -_-
o2. Talk to my bolster. -_- Well, I see it as Gaius. Somehow. =)
o3. Cry. My bedroom is the perfect and the only place I can break down. Ohyes. Tough bitches break down at times.
o4. Take pictures. =)
o5. Play dress up. =)
o6. Read magazines and envy those models` bodies.
o7. Sleep. =)

Seven favourite sentences, quotes or expressions.:
o1. " I love Gaius. ". =)
o2. " Fuck. ".
o3. " OhmyGod. ".
o4. " Everything will be fine. ".
o5. " I was childish, but I grew up. ".
o6. " Kill me instead. ".
o7. The whatthefuck? looks.

Seven favourite songs.:
o1. " Dilemma " by Nelly feat Kelly.
o2. " Best I Ever Had " by Vertical Horizon.
o3. " Thugs` Mansion " by Tupac.
o4. " Naked " by Avril Lavigne.
o5. " The Scientist " by Coldplay.
o6. " Listen " by Beyonce.
o7. " Gotta Get Her " by DJ Ironik.

Seven things I will make you wish you didn`t do if you did.:
o1. Flirt with Gaius and I will pour acid on your eyes.
o2. Make Jesus looks bad. Well, some dumbasses are going to make a movie about him being a gaymo. Fine. I don`t know whether it is true or not, but it is a disgrace to Jesus. Those dumbasses are lifeless.
o3. Rape girls. I am sad about Nurin and I don`t want that incident to happen again. It is just too heart breaking.
o4. Bully elders.
o5. Bully animals.
o6. Make me look bad.
o7. Make BFFs look bad.

Seven people to tag.:
o1. Gaius. =) Fine. All of us know he won`t do this survey, but if he did, then, it is a good news for those miracle disbelievers. =) Haha.
o2. Adeline. =)
o3. Sarah. =)
o4. Shivani. =)
o5. Phil. =)
o6. Yash. =)
o7. Su Ann. =)


Excuse my previous post. Anyway, yesterday was Green`s Day because everyone minus Marina in tuition was wearing green. Somehow. =) So Sarah and I were looking for green things like Miss Sharmala`s hairband, Wei Lam`s bag and the air conditioner. -_- Haha. Maybe this is a sign from Jesus to tell us to love the nature. =) So everyone, love the nature or Jesus will kick your ass. =)




Motherfucker. Fucker. Bitch. Slut. Bastard. Asshole. Pundek. Kunji. Sohai. Cibai. Pukimak.

How do you like me now?



My imaginary fringe. =)


I don`t know why, I was having this sudden urge of Mc D. -_- Haha. So I was finding for the flyer, but I don`t know where it is. -_- So I turned to Yash. =) Seriously, Yash has the answer to everything. So if you need help, turn to Yash. =) Anyway, she gave me the number. I was " But I want the menu. ". So she gave me the website. -_- Haha. To be honest, I don`t need the menu because I know what I want. Doublecheese burger. =) So I called the Mc D people, but all of the call agents were too busy for me. -_- So I called again. And again. And again. -_- So I gave up on being such an impatient person and waited for minutes until a Mc D dude answered my call. =) Hallelujah. =) So I ordered my Mc D and waited for less than thirty minutes. =)


I know I looked messy, but that is because I just woke up. -_- Anyway, yes, I enjoyed my Mc D. =) It is funny how Justin and Denise sensed my Mc D`s lust. -_- Justin and Denise ordered it, but something happened. -_- Haha. Justin and Denise, I feel you, but try to look at the brightside. At least I got my Mc D. =) Haha.


I had fun in the badminton court. =) Before this, I hate rain before it makes my skin goes ewww, but it is an exceptional when it comes to playing in the rain. =)












Yesterday, I was being such an insomniac. Again. -_- I was bored of internet because no one was online. -_- Fine. There were, but they are strangers. -_- So I was playing dress up and taking pictures. =) Haha.

This is my insomniac looks. -_-

Yes, I know the summer dresses are fugly, but I love them. =) So get over it. And yes, I know I have fat legs, but I can`t do anything about it. -_- So get over it. And yes, I know two pictures is a small number, but I took pictures of my own designed sleeveless, but I deleted it because I find the pictures revealing.[ Wooow. I am being holy. -_- Haha. ] Anyway, I didn`t design it, but I cut it according to my style. -_- Haha.

I was playing this picture game with Yash just now. The rule is you have to rate that person from one to ten. It was fun until Yash talked about how hungry she is which made me hungry too, but I am lazy. -_- Plus, it is 3 a. m. now. -_- From there, we started banging each other in Tamil. -_- Haha. What? For your kind information, I can speak Tamil. =) Well, I am not that good, but it is good enough for a Chinese. =) So get over it. Baby, nan unei kadenik kerain. =) Take that. =) Haha.

Yesterday, Bernard showed me this Janice Dickinson`s funny video clip. =) Watch it because it is a must see video clip. =) Well, I wanted to upload the video clip, but I don`t know how. -_- Ohwell.











I find these conversations about prom funny. =)

Me.: Where is the prom?
Tanishah.: It is at Pandan Lake.
Joanne.: Is there any LRT near there?
Me.: What the fuck? Don`t tell me you are going to the prom by LRT.
Joanne.: What`s wrong?
Me.: Hello. You will be wearing your prom dress and LRT people will be " What the fuck is wrong with these girls wearing their prom dresses? ". Haha.

Something like that.

Sarah.: OhmyGod. I want to buy fake eyelashes for the prom. x Winked non stop. x
Me.: Imagine if your fake eyelashes accidentally dropped off when you winked non stop, it was hanging and you didn`t know that. Haha.

I want to buy fake eyelashes too. =) No worries. I won`t wink non stop. =) Haha.

Sarah and I were planning to book a room in Hotel Suntex for fun.

Sarah.: OhmyGod. Let`s book a room in Hotel Suntex.
Me.: Then we can go back home late. Haha.
Sarah.: Haha.
Me.: Ohwait. Imagine if there were a bunch of Bangladesh dudes, they kidnapped us and rapped us.

Now, that is something scary.

I don`t know whether they are funny to you or not, but it is funny to me. =)


Many people asked me " How can you stand not seeing Gaius for a long time? ". Well, we love each other. =) Think about it. No matter how long you didn`t see your significant other or how far your significant other is from you, it doesn`t mean it is time for you to start looking for a new love. Your love doesn`t get measured by time and distance. Fine. Maybe time does, but hello. Absense makes the love grows fonder. Remember? That is when you start how to learn to appreciate your significant other`s presence. Who knows? Your significant other might be dragged into a World War Three. So fuck your significant other now. =) Haha.

Some people believe in long distance relationship, some people don`t. Well, I am one of the people who believe in long distance relationship. =) To me, if there is love, then everything will work out. It is not like you won`t see each other forever. It is just a matter of time.

People used to call me player which I don`t think I was. -_- I told everyone I want a serious relationship.[ If you didn`t know, now, you know. ] And I am in one. =) The best part of being in a serious relationship is how long you have been together with your significant other. I love telling people how long I have been together with Gaius because we have been together for one year, ten months and still counting. =) Anyway, to me, puppy love is just a waste of time. Fine. Some people are proud of howmanyexsIgot, but to me, I think it is foolish because indirectly, you are telling people how bastardish or bitchy you are.

I want everyone to know Gaius is my Mr. Hotstuff,[ Because he is hot. Duh. -_- Haha. ] Mr. Rockstar[ Because he rocks my toesocks. =) And my world too. =) ] and Mr. Happy Ending.[ Because I know when I am so old that I have to sit on a wheelchair, I know the dude who holds my finger[ He holds my finger, not hand. So get over it. ] on a wheelchair is Gaius. =) ] =)

If you are wondering why I love Gaius, well, he is the sweetest dude in the world. =) Hubby beats your hubby. =) So here is the top three sweetest thing he did for me. =) Anyway, first, because he gave me a surprise in Mc D and I screamed so loud that everyone kept quiet and looked at me. -_- It was embarrassing, but it was sweet. =) Second, because of his Iamahopelessromantic quotes. =) Third, because he rapped about me in the gig. =) Seriously, friends and strangers were looking at me and you should see their face expressions. =) It was funny. =) I know I am showing off, but every girlfriend loves to show off their history. =)

Baby, I love you. I love you. I love you. =) And it is all because of you. =) Haha.


People have rights to say something. So listen to my words.

About friends. First, we are strangers. Seconds, we become friends. Third, we backstab each other. Forth, ohmyGodIamsorryIloveyou. Fifth, we backstab each other again. And again. And again. I don`t know what happens, but what`s up with the phase? Why can`t all of us love each other? But no. Hatred and jealousy become your soul. Fine. I backstabbed friends before, but at least I am working on howtobeagoodfriend. Go on. Tell everyone I am a backstabber, but must I remind you? Everyone is a backstabber.

About dudes. I think it is pathetic for those dudes who think they are players. Ohwait. Who doesn`t? Anyway, Sarah told me this dude has girlfriends. Notice the plural term. Anyway, this dude was " I am going to couple with many girls and choose the best to be wifey. ".[ Something like that. ] Fine. The dude is a player, but I viewed his Friendster. He is fugly. So that makes him a fugly player. Now, that is pathetic. =) Third of all, if you know who the dude I was talking about,[ Your clue is he is an Eurasian. A fugly one. =) ] please tell him to get a life. =) Thanks. =)

About girls, I think it is foolish for those girls who show off their bodies. Ohwait. Again. Who doesn`t? Anyway, fine. You got a hot body that everyone loves. " Babe, I love your boobs. ", " Babe, I love your ass. " and " Babe, can I fuck you? ", but hello. What is the different of those hookers in Chiow Kit and you? How about this? Apply for that job. At least you will get compliments, money and pleasure from those old men instead of just compliments. If you don`t want, you better off upload a picture of you naked. Ohyeah. In case you don`t know, your pictures lead you to a bad reputation.[ Fine. Miss Hooker loves her bad reputation, but must I remind you? It is hard for you to find true love. So all the best. You need it. Badly. ] And those compliments are dirty. If you don`t like dirty compliments, then why did you upload your revealing pictures from the start?

I am done with my words. =) Anyway, if you are offended by them, turn over a new leaf. =) I am going to sleep. And it is going to be 8 a. m.. Ohyes. I hate being such a insomniac. Goodbye.


I was watching " Dhoom " until 5 a. m. to wake Bernard up. First of all, I love " Dhoom ". =) Seriously, the first thing I asked Gaius when I talked to him on the phone is " Do you watch " Dhoom "? ". -_- Haha. Second of all, if you have any interesting Indian DVD movies, I will pay you to borrow them to me. -_- Haha. Ohyeah. I don`t know how to differentiate Indian and Hindi. -_- So borrow me IndianHindi DVD movies. -_- Haha. Third of all, it is official. PMR is over which means I don`t have to wake Bernard up everyday. =) Haha.


I am going to tell you a secret. x Drum rolls. x I am a Bollywood`s fan. -_- Well, it is not that it is embarrassing, but people known me as the girl who hangs out with Indians only, but who cares? I love watching Bollywood movies even though they always dance and sing all of a sudden, but that is what " High School Musical " does too. -_- Laugh all you want, but you can`t stop me from watching Bollywood movies. -_- Haha. Anyway, I was watching " Mujhsa Shaadi Karogi " and " Kehtaa Hai Dil Baar Baar " until 5 a. m. to wake Bernard up. After that, I slept until 1 something p. m. because of mom. -_- After that, I went to tuition. I don`t know why, but I miss school. Maybe it is because of friends. -_- Anyway, in the tuition, there was a lizard`s tail near my seat. -_-

Me.: x On the way to my seat. x
Marina.: Carmen, there is a lizard`s tail next to your feet.
Me.: Huh? x Looks down. x OhmyGod. x Runs to the door. x
Everyone.: Haha.

I hate lizards. -_- Anyway, the lizard was sticking to the air conditioner which is next to Sarah and I.[ I still remember there was a lizard freezing in Genting Highland. -_- ] -_- So we were freaking out about it. -_- Haha.


After that, Bernard, Adeline, mom and I went to Connaught`s Pasar Malam. OhmyGod. I bought a summer dress. =) And a few pairs of flip flops because Precious bit my flip flop. -_- I think Precious loves Vincci because she bit all my Vincci shoes. -_-