Head Over Heels, Heart Before Head.

26 November 2007 Monday, November 26, 2007

I am leaving for China for good. =)

Before I leave, I would love to wish Gaius Happy Birthday in advance. =) Even though I won`t be here for his birthday, but I hope he knows how much he means to me. =) His presence has leave a big impact on my life. =) He has locked me up on a curse; Happiness. =) In other term, he is my forever. =)

To those who know Justin or Gaius`s friends, tell them to take care of him for me. =)

Goodbye.

25 November 2007 Sunday, November 25, 2007

Adeline and Aunt Nancy picked Bernard and I up and left for Uncle Phoon`s place because his place was having a buffet party to promote the area. We got there late, but we managed to grab those food. After that, Bernard, cousins and I left for this show house. I still think Mudun`s show houses are the best. =) After that, we left for the lucky draw thing. To be honest, I felt lucky, but I didn`t get anything. -_- Ohyeah. The family who brought the most people will win RM 1ooo, but thanks to Uncle Wai and his family for not coming and mom for forgetting to bring Bernard and my ICs. So we were disqualified. -_- The family who won RM 1ooo had twentynine people and we got twentyfive people. Short by five people only. -_- Anyway, after that, Adeline and Aunt Nancy sent Bernard and I home. After that, Adeline picked Bernard, Kah Chi and I up and left for Bakhri`s place for swimming. After that, we were back in Bakhri`s place to take our shower. We Shishaed there for a while before Bernard, cousins, Redha, Bakhri, Ramik and Yuna left for Asia Cafe. Apparently, Redha bought the Shisha tank for RM 6o in Yemen. -_- After that, Adeline sent Bernard, Kah Chi and I home.

24 November 2007 Saturday, November 24, 2007

Family minus Andrew and I left for Uncle Phoon`s place. We hanged out there for a while before Bernard, Isis, mom and I left for Jusco. In Jusco, we ate Kenny Rogers. Mom was telling us about Kenny Rogers. Apparently, he is a singer. -_- And he is still alive. -_- Haha. After that, we were shopping.

After that, we were back at Uncle Phoon`s place. After that, Bernard, Isis and I left for cycling because Isis wanted to see Orang Utan somewhere in the neighbourhood. -_- Haha. Well, I didn`t see any Orang Utans, but I did see a monkey. -_- Haha. According to her, they were hiding it inside their place. -_- Selfish people. -_- Haha. Anyway, after that, Bernard and I ditched Isis to play basketball with strangers. After that, we were back in Uncle Phoon`s place to kill our thirst. After that, I felt bad for ditching Isis for basketball. So we left for playground. =) After that, the strangers asked us to play basketball again. So we did. -_- Haha. After that, we were back in Uncle Phoon`s place to kill our thirst again. After that, we were back home.

19 November 2007 Monday, November 19, 2007

Sarah`s dad sent Sarah and I to Mid Valley. We were early. So we were wandering around the mall while waiting for Shivani. After that, Shivani surprised me in the middle of the mall, hugged me and said " OhmyGod. I can`t believe I am actually meeting you. ". =) Haha. After that, we left for The Garden. To be honest, it sucks. -_- So we were back in Mid Valley and ate in Oh Sushi. =) After that, Sarah left Shivani and I with Vijay. -_- Bitch. -_- Haha. I was just kidding. Anyway, after that, Shivani and I booked tickets for " Balls Of Fury ". Even though I didn`t have a student card, but I got away with it. =) After that, we were foosballing. She won. Somehow. -_- After that, we were shopping. =) We saw this big bag in Echo Park. It is hot. =) So we were looking at the salesman for second until he asked " Do you girls want to take picture with the bag? ". =) Haha. After that, we watched the movie. After that, we were shopping again. =) Shopping with her involves dilemma. -_- Haha. She was wondering whether she should buy that M&G RM 8o skirt or not, but in the end, she didn`t. -_- Haha. Anyway, I bought this M&G top. =) Eveyone, M&G is cheap. So stop bragging about how expensive M&G is. -_- Anyway, after that, we ate Mc D and met up with Sarah and Vijay there. After that, we were pooling. After that, we were foosballing. After that, I sent Shivani to the bus stop. After that, I met up with Sarah and Vijay. After that, we took LRT to Tasik Selatan. After that, Sarah and I took bus to Mudun. After that, Aunt Shanti sent me home.

18 November 2007 Sunday, November 18, 2007

Granddad, Aunt Theressa, Adeline, Alvin, Syahida and I left for Mei Yee`s wedding dinner. The food was okay, but the people were good. =) Start off with granddad. Even though he has a girlfriend, but he still loves me. His grandchildren, to be exact. =) As for Aunt Theressa, for a granddad`s girlfriend, she is cool, but not as cool as grandmom. -_- Haha. Overall, I love her. =) Ohyeah. She is my drinking partner. =) Haha. As for Adeline, she is cooo cooo in the head poser cousin. =) Haha. I love to do silly faces with her. =) Haha. As for Aunt Teng, after a long time, I met up with her. I still remember how close we used to be even though she is granddad`s brother`s daughter because of our age gap,[ She is four years older than me. ] but now, we are not that close, but I am cool with it. =)

Me.: x Saving Aunt Teng`s handphone number in handphone. x
Aunt Teng.: Why is my name Aunt Teng?
Me.: Because you are aunt. Haha.
Aunt Teng.: Ohyeah. Haha.

I used to call her " Ah Teng " instead of " Aunt Teng ". That explains. -_- Haha.

Guess who we were? =) I give you a hint. America`s Next Top Model. =)

17 November 2007 Saturday, November 17, 2007

Yesterday, I was chatting with Mira about animals being slaughtered. I love to talk about issues, but no one wants to talk about it because it is boring which makes Mira is the first person who I talk about issues to. =) I know this is boring, but I am going to blog about it and no one can stop me. =)

When there is a story about animals being abused, most of the people are shocked about it. " Why are the owners so cruel? ", " What happened to the world? " and " If I have a dog, I will never treat it like the abusive owners. ". All these voices started popping out in your mind, but think about it. When it is about eating meat, no one has a problem with it. Ohyeah. In case you didn`t know, when pregnant animals are hanging on the line bleeding to death, you can see the unborn babies kicking inside their mothers` wombs. Seriously.

Those motherfuckers purposely let the animals suffer to death because it will produce adrenaline to make its meat tastes better. Fine. So the meat tastes better, but suffer to death? That is sad. Imagine Sarah[ Sarah, I am sorry. -_- Haha. ] shoots you in the hands and legs and you can`t do anything about it. How do you feel? Get my point. Anyway, according to Mira, animals being slaughtered is the least pain way to die and being shot is the painest way to die. -_- I still think being slaughtered is pain, but not as pain as being shot. Why don`t those motherfuckers just give the animals pills? -_-

Now, I am going to tell you about how they kill animals.

For cattles, those who become debilitated and unable to stand due to broken legs or illness are called " Downers ". These animals are electrically prodded, dragged with chains or left to die without food or water.[ Imagine the gastric pain. -_- ]

As for pigs, they are stunned and hang upside down. After that, their throats are cut and bleed to death. If the workers fail to kill them with knife, they are carried on the conveyer belt to the next station, the scalding tank where they may be boiled alive.

For poultry, they are boiled alive.

For hens, they are forced to produce ten times the amount of eggs they would produce naturally. When egg production slows down, farmers use " Forced Molting " to shock them into losing their feathers and prematurely starting a new laying cycle. This technique includes starving and denying water to the hens for few days which many of them die. To keep them from pecking each other, farmers debeak them. Debeak is a painful procedure where their sensitive upper beak is sliced off with a hot blade.

For cows, in order to continue producing milk, a cow must have a calf every year. Normally, calves stay with their moms for a year or more, but in this case, they are removed from their moms so that the milk can be sold for human consumption. They are sold to the beef or veal industry or become replacements for burned out cows.

I know you love meat. Ohwait. Who doesn`t? But just to satisfy your needs, these animals have to suffer. Does it worth your needs? Well, to me, the answer is a no.

16 November 2007 Friday, November 16, 2007

Since today is the last day of school, Sarah and I decided to go to school. As I expected, there were little students. -_- Anyway, even though it was only two of us, but I had so much fun. =) Updating each other, helping Mr. Bala,[ I love his laptop. =) ] talking about how much we miss our Form Two year, taking pictures and making video clips. =)

15 November 2007 Thursday, November 15, 2007

I would love to wish Diandra and Ee Wah Happy Birthday. =)

12 November 2007 Monday, November 12, 2007

Before I continue updating blog, I would love to wish Sarah a Happy Birthday. =)

Apparently, I am the second person to wish Sarah. -_- Haha.

Joanne, Saktia, Faustina, Su Ann and I were invited to Sarah`s place. As usual, I was the latest to go to Sarah`s place because of mom. -_- After that, Sarah served burnt pizza, but it still tasted delicious. =) Haha. After that, we were playing " Truth Or Dare ".

After that, we left for this show house. =) After that, we left for Guna`s shop for threading, but Joanne and I did only. My eyebrow turned out fugly. -_- So slap me if I am going to Guna`s shop for threading next time. -_- After that, all of us minus Faustina and Su Ann ran to Sarah`s place because I was " The latest person who reach Sarah`s place is a pig. ". =) Haha. Saktia and I almost got hit by a Mercedes, but we were still running and screaming. -_- Haha. After that, we were playing WhatYouDon`tKnowAboutMe. It is funny how all of Joanne`s confessions are sad. -_- Haha. After that, we left for more show houses. =) I swear to God they are beautiful. =) There is this place where its bathroom is outside. =)

After that, we were back in Sarah`s place. Everyone minus me was back in their places. Sarah and I were planning to do our video clips, but it didn`t work out because of the fugly lighting. So we were YouTubing. =) After that, her parents dropped me in restaurant. I don`t know why, but I was sad with the fact that Pau is leaving for America tomorrow, but it is for his own good. =) So Pau, all the best for your journey. =)

Overall, I am happy with the fact that all of us bonded. I love you girls. =)

10 November 2007 Saturday, November 10, 2007

Yesterday, I was talking on the phone with Gaius to kill my Gaiussickness, but I am still Gaiussick. -_- Haha. Anyway, I talked to Shiron. =) I don`t know why, but I love it when a toodler suffers. =) Haha. So I kept asking Gaius to spank his ass and he was " Ama. ". =) Haha.

Today, I dreamt about Gaius, our two children and I. -_- Haha. First of all, Jesus, thanks for the dream. =) Second of all, this the happiest dream I have ever dreamt. =) Haha. Third of all, why two of them? -_- I want threehundredthirtythree of them. -_- Haha. Anyway, the eldest is a dude and the youngest is a girl. I don`t know how old they are, but I think our son is six years old and our daughter is three years old. Apparently, our son loves me more and our daughter loves him more. -_- Haha. It is sad when our daughter was pointing to him when I was trying to hug her. -_- Anyway, I don`t care who loves who more because what matters is I love them the most. =)

I know Gaius would make a good dad. =) Look at how he treats Shiron minus the ass spanking part. -_- Haha. To those who don`t know how he treats Shiron, he loves Shiron so much that he wants to spend his life with Shiron. -_- Haha. Now, imagine how he will treat our children. =)

P. S.: I can`t wait for the dejavu. =)

08 November 2007 Thursday, November 08, 2007

Even though I am a Chinese,[ At least I have an Indian hubby. -_- ] but I would love to wish you a " Happy Deepavali ". =)

07 November 2007 Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Family and I left for Kajang to renew our passports again. It took us five hours. -_- So brothers and I were wandering around Idon`tknowwhatthemallcalled. Honestly, it sucked, but Bernard and I shopped. -_- Haha. I wonder how Kajang people have fun. -_-

Parents were supposed to go for this RM 5ooo dinner, but dad was too tired. So I replaced him. =) It is the most expensive dinner I have ever gone. =) Though, the food wasn`t that good, but at least I was having a good time drinking Tiger with Uncle RedFace and Uncle Yuen. =) Tiger beats Carlsberg`s ass. =) Haha.

In case you don`t know what this is, it is a lobster. =) I had two because Aunt Mei doesn`t eat lobsters. -_- Haha.

In case you don`t know what this is, it is an abalone and a goose`s foot.[ That sounds wrong. -_- Haha. ] =)

In case you don`t know what this is, it is a fish. =) This is the saddest dish because it sucked. -_-

After that, uncles, aunts, Aunt Mei, Aunt Janet, Uncle Yuen, mom and I left for Aunt Mei`s new place. That was the time when I was half drunk half sober. So I didn`t wander around the place that much, but I ended up puking. -_- After that, Aunt Nancy and Uncle RedFace picked Bernard up from Connaught. After that, Aunt Nancy and Uncle Redface dropped us home.

06 November 2007 Tuesday, November 06, 2007

It is either Jesus hates me or I am just having a bad week.[ It is just Tuesday. -_- ] -_-

I wasn`t planning to blog about yesterday because it pisses me off, but I blog to express my feelings. -_- So yesterday, I brought camera to school to take pictures with classmates. After I was done with that, these Kelings who wear their Manchester United shirts to malls because they are lifeless decided to mess with camera. -_- So one of them didn`t know how to delete pictures deleted most of the pictures. -_- After that, Sarah and I left for library to wait for Joanne, but she didn`t show up. So we were back in class. After that, Mrs. BlindMice started shouting at us because we were late. -_- First of all, in case you don`t know, some of your student weren`t in the class. Second of all, there is no necessary to shout because I am not deaf. Third of all, it is either you are too blind or too foolish because you gave me Kiran`s paper. Ohwait. It is both. -_- Anyway, even though my English marks is low, but I am still happy with it since I didn`t study. =) Haha. Anyway, here are the undeleted pictures and a picture from the other day. =)

Today, Gaius left for Perak to celebrate Deepavali. So I was " Wish everyone for me. Especially Shiron. ". So he was " Shiron is a Christian. ". -_- Anyway, family plus Kah Chi and I were having lunch in a restaurant. Parents were " The Redang trip is cancelled because Uncle Peter is not going. So we are going to Thailand. left for Kajang to renew our passports. So parents were " Carmen, fill in the forms. ". So I did, but they were blahblahblahing because I did this and that. -_- Especially dad. -_- So I was an inch to flood the place with my tears because that is the only way to explode instead of shouting because they are parents. -_- After that, I took passport picture. Because of parents` blahblahblahs, I looked like an angry mom in the passport picture. -_- So much for being estastic for replacing my old passport picture with a new passport picture because I looked fugly in it. -_- Pft.

After that, siblings and I were back at my place and parents left for Uncle Peter`s coffee shop. Even though it was just for a short while, but I appreciated it. =) After that, dad was back and mom left for work. Dad started shouting because Bernard and I didn`t answer his calls for him. -_- I was an inch to punch him in the face. -_- Thank God everything ended there. -_- Anyway, we are going to Kajang again because parents forgot to bring siblings and my birth certificates. -_- I hope everything will turn out great. Just great. -_-

03 November 2007 Saturday, November 03, 2007

Me.: What time is it?

Sarah.: Summer time.

Sarah and I.: It is our vacation.

=) Haha. Well, today is the last day of final exams. =) So that means I am going to take pictures when the sunrise shines. =) Anyway, one month of final exams makes no different to me because I didn`t study at all, but at least I tried. -_- Haha. To get higher marks, I cheated by messaging Gaius and Sarah for answers, but Gaius was out of credit and Sarah didn`t study too. -_- Haha. If you think I am going to turn out to be a failure, go on, I don`t care because I got Gaius. =) Speaking about Gaius, he is going to face SPM. -_- I don`t know why, but SPM is scaring me even though it is one year away, but Gaius was " I used five hours to study one chapter of Biology. ". -_- What can I say? Nerd. =) Haha. My hot nerd. =) Anyway, this is my whattododuringholidays list. =)

Whattododuringholidays list.:
o1. See Gaius. =)
o2. Hug Gaius. =)
o3. Touch Gaius`s ass. =) Haha.
o4. Bite Gaius`s nipples. =) Haha. What? His nipples are irresistible. =) Haha.
o5. Kiss Gaius. =)
o6. See Gaius`s parents. =)
o7. Go to Gaius`s place. =) For your kind information, I am not going to have sex with him because both of us believe in sex after marriage. So stop thinking dirty. -_- Plus, going to his place doesn`t mean
o8. Go to Sungei Wang with BFFs and girlfriends; Buy MP4, shop, photobooth and roller skate. =)
o9. Go to Sungei Wang with BFFs, girlfriends, Shi Hong and Shi Hong`s friends. =)
1o. Go to Sunway Lagoon with BFFs and girlfriends. =)
11. Meet Shivani and Yash. =)
12. Prom. =)
13. Enjoy the trip to China. =)
14. Do the video clips with Sarah.[ Sarah, no worries. =) We will do it this holiday. =) ] =)
15. Have a swim in Adeline`s place. =)

Well, I can`t think of anything else. So that is all for now.

Yours truly.

I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :)

Forever Loves.