31 December 2007 Monday, December 31, 2007

I left for Gaius`s place. Aunt Glory was cleaning the house while Gaius and I were taking our naps because he was tired due to his job and I was sleepy because I didn`t sleep. After that, Gaius, Uncle Thangarajan, Sophia and I left for Wangsa Maju to pick Michelle and Sheela. After that, we left for Uncle Titus`s place. I didn`t know he has a Husky. It was the first Husky I have ever touched. -_- Haha. Well, I have seen Huskies in Pasar Malam, but I didn`t have the guts to touch them. -_- Haha. Anyway, after that, we left for Gaius`s family friend`s party. Uncle Titus`s party, to be exact. The countdown was fun. Everyone exchanged wishes. Even the strangers.

Gaius and Edward with hair when they were small. =) Haha.

After that, Gaius, Uncle Thangarajan and Sophia sent Michelle, Sheela and me home.


27 December 2007 Thursday, December 27, 2007

I would love to wish Su Ann Happy Birthday. =)



25 December 2007 Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish you Merry Christmas and Nisha, Natasha and Joshua Happy Birthday. =)


Dad sent Saktia and I to Sarah`s place. Once we got there, we started updating each other while waiting for Su Ann. After Debbie`s family and Debbie arrived, Su Ann arrived. Since Debbie is an amazing singer, we were forcing her to sing. I almost cried when she sang. -_- Haha. We did what girls do the best, take pictures. =) Sarah gave all her guests this glow in the dark spectacles. =) So we were fooling with it. =) After that, parents picked me up and sent me home.

This picture makes me pee in my pants. =) Haha.



24 December 2007 Monday, December 24, 2007

Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish you Merry Christmas. =)

Gaius, Praveen, Ashwin and Ashwin`s friend picked me up and sent Gaius and I to Gaius`s place because Gaius wanted to change. After that, Praveen was supposed to pick us up, but his car was fulled. So we walked to a bus stop which is near this phone booth that Gaius always uses to call me. Now, I know how much Gaius loves me because it takes three minutes to reach there and the place is scary. -_- Haha. Anyway, after waiting for one hour and watching those cab dudes ignoring us leaded us to call for help. Gaius called at least three people, but they couldn`t come because their cars were being blocked by another cars. -_- So Vern was our last hope. After that, we were back in Gaius`s place waiting for him. After that, Vern picked us up and drove to his place to take his shoes. -_- Apparently, he was watching " Narnia " in his place. Since he was bored, he decided to go to church with us. Ohyeah. He is rich. He has this BMW that he accidently banged. -_- Haha. Anyway, we left for church for mass. When the clock hit 12 a. m. straight, everyone was exchanging wishes. This is the only picture I took for the day because according to Praveen, dudes are not posers. Pft. Right. I wonder what happened to Justin. =) Haha.


After that, Gaius, Praveen, Prasad, Vern, Mike, Tianne, Tianne`s sisters and Tianne`s friends left for Restaurant Bukit Indah for dinner. Gaius, Praveen, Vern and I were playing with our drinks. Gaius put sauce in Prasad`s Ice Milo and Tianne`s Hundred Plus,[ Tianne still didn`t know. -_- Haha. ] Vern put sauce in Gaius`s Ice Milo, I put Ice Tea in Vern`s Ice Lemon Tea and Vern put sauce in my Ice Tea. It was fun. =) Ohyeah. I just realized Gaius is the youngest and the tallest, but looks the oldest. -_- Haha. Ohyeah. I miss Wajib`s Fried Mee. -_- Restaurant Bukit Indah`s Fried Mee sucks. So I didn`t eat it. Ohyeah. I didn`t drink my drink too because it tasted funny. Thanks to Vern. Not. Fine. I did some damage to his drink too. It was cloudy and he liked it. -_- Haha. Anyway, Gaius mixed his drink and mine and he finished it. -_- Haha. Ice Tea, Ice Milo and sauce. -_- Haha. After that, Gaius and Vern sent me home. Vern, thanks for the ride. =)


19 December 2007 Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Uncle Thangarajan and Sophia picked me up and droved to UKRC. We were supposed to go straight to their place, but Gaius and Justin are lazyasses. -_- Haha. So we were decorating the place. They, to be exact. All I did was exchanging greetings from Aunt Glory and uncles, having this big urge running around this big field and sticking some stickers under the chairs. -_- Haha. After that, we left for their place. It was awkward because when I was in Gaius`s room, his cousins were looking at me, laughed and ran away. -_- Haha. Ohyeah. At last, I met Shiron. =) After that, Gaius, Justin, Edward and I left Jusco to get Edward`s belt. While Edward was wandering around Jusco, Gaius, Justin and I took pictures. Especially Justin. He was being such a poser. -_- Haha.


After that, we left for UKRC. Gaius left me with Justin because he had to entertain the guests. Right. Pft. They left me with their cousins. -_- A stranger with a bunch of girls leads to awkward moment, but they were cool. =) Let me refresh my mind. There were Theresa, Fiona and Remonica. =) There was this moment where Aunt Glory called Edward and Gaius to the stage, but Gaius wasn`t there because he was busy entertaining his guests. x Cough. x Friends. So Aunt Glory was " Where is Gaius? I know he is with his girlfriend. " and all his cousins were looking and smiling at me. -_- Haha. After that, we sang the birthday song and Gaius was feeding all of us. One by one. When it was my turn, I refused to because I was shy. So all his cousins were holding my hands and Gaius forced me to eat the cake. -_- Haha. They love me. =) Haha. After that, Gaius was being him again. Entertaining his guests. x Cough. x Friends again. So Theresa and I were finding for Gaius outside. I love Theresa for this. =) We found him and I was hanging out with him and his friends from thereafter.


After that, Gaius and his friends sent me home. Kabir,[ He reminds me of Kadafi because of his name. -_- ] thanks for the ride. =)



17 December 2007 Monday, December 17, 2007

I had a bad day, but it is all good because of Jeffree Star. =) If you don`t know him, you should rot and die in the Blackhole Hell. =) Fine. I am not that bad. Jeffree Star is the most beautiful transexual I have ever seen in this world. =)


Jeffree Star is a MySpace celebrity with a incrediblely good taste in everything. =) Some of you might not agree with me, but I don`t care. All I know is I love him. =) Ohyeah. He is the God for Emos. =) In case you don`t know, he is a singer. =) A funny singer, to be exact. =) Here are my top three favourite songs. Read it or you will regret. =) If you are lazy, read the highlights only. =) Enjoy. =)

This is Jeffree Fucking Star,
And this is a big fuck you to all you jealous bitches that get mad that I am fucking your boyfriends,
And don`t get mad that they suck my dick and then, make out with you after,
Hoe.

That is when we turn off the lights,
That is when we turn off the lights.

Girl, your boobies look real nice to me tonight,
Let`s have a pillow fight,
I know you are tight,
That is when we turn off the lights,
Girl, if you are from Orange Country, I will fuck you right,
And J Dog might,
If I am nice,
That is when we turn off the lights.

I be the J to the D,
Girls call from OC " What are you doing? ",
I will fuck you in your new Denali,
What a change because I fuck girls in alleys behind the Beauty Bar,
Let`s see how far we can go on a sexual safari,
I got a dick like Kareem Abdul Jabari,
Now, let`s pray,
Go all the way,
Your boyfriend is gay,
Got his truck raised,
Ain`t I right?
Hey Shady,[ What? ]
Let`s have a pillow fight,
I am a sex robot sent back from the fucking future,
Fuck girls deep,
Stick it in their pooper.

Girl, your boobies look real nice to me tonight,
Let`s have a pillow fight,
I know you are tight,
That is when we turn off the lights,
Girl, if you are from Orange Country,
I will fuck you right,
And J Dog might,
If I am nice,
That is when we turn off the lights.

I am like the Brad Pitt of scene movies,
Take off that shirt and let me see them B boobies,
I like C boobies, D boobies, Z boobies,
Sad boobies, mad boobies, clean boobies, mean boobies,
I get pissed when the haters try and cock block,
I get drunk and touch Tila in her hot spot,
It is Charlie Scene,
Let me drink from your flask,
Put on my mask and fuck you in the ass,
Hey Charlie,
How many girls are you taking home tonight?
My dick sinned so much, it should be crucified like Jesus Christ,
Beep beep,
Hey, you girls need a ride?
Get inside,
Pull out my skin sword on the dance floor,
Rub it on your butt cheecks and watch it transform,
You better put out,
Don`t make me hate you,
Or I will do the Micheal Jackson and I am gonna rape you.

Girl, your boobies look real nice to me tonight,
Let`s have a pillow fight,
I know you are tight,
That is when we turn off the lights,
Girl, if you are from Orange Country, I will fuck you right,
And J Dog might,
If I am nice,
That is when we turn off the lights.

I am gay,
That is when they turn off the lights,
I am gay,
That is when they turn off the lights.

Hey, what is that?
Is that a guy or a girl?
Hey, faggot.

Shut the fuck up,
You want me,
Bitches get mad that I swallow more cum than they can,
Wanne give me a hand?
Because I will deep throat your dad,
Then he will cum on my face,
Before I go on MySpace and every guy wants my lipstick smeared on his nutsack,
Let`s play Barbie and shove Ken`s dick in my ass,
Or you can be R. Kelly and pee on me,
Just don`t get it on my plastic surgery,
And then, I will beat you like I did that bitch Stevie,
You think that is funny?
Watch me eat Forbidden`s fat pussy.

Girl, your boobies look real nice to me tonight,
Let`s have a pillow fight,
I know you are tight,
Fucking cunt,
That is when we turn off the lights,
Girl, if you are from Orange Country, I will fuck you right,
And J Dog might,
If I am nice,
Lick my pussy,
That is when we turn off the lights,
I am gay,
Fucking cunt,
That is when we turn off the lights,
Eat me out, bitch,
I am gay,
Lick my pussy,
That is when we turn off the lights,
Sit on my face, daddy,
Faggot.

" Turn Off The Lights " by Jeffree Star feat Hollywood Undead.

Dear Diary,
Mood.: Apathetic,
My life is spiraling downward,
I couldn`t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and suffocate my dry concert,
It sucks because they play some of my favourite songs like " Stab My Heart because I Love you " and " Rip Apart My Soul " and of course, " Stabby, Rip, Stab, Stab ",
And it doesn`t help that I couldn`t get my hair to flippy thing either like that guy from that band could do,
Somedays,
I am an Emo kid,
Non confroming as can be you would be non conforming to if you looked just like me,
I have paint on my nails and make up on my face,
I am almost Emo enough to start shaving my legs because I feel real deep when I am dressing in drag,
I call it freedom of expression,
Most just called me a fag because our dudes look look like chicks and our chicks look like dikes because Emo is one step below tranvestite,

Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
I must be Emo,
I don`t jump around when I go to shows,
I must be Emo,
I am dark and sensitive with low self esteem,
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween,
I have no real problems, but I like to make believe,
I stole my sister`s mascara and now, I am grounded for a week,
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies,
I can`t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing,
Girls keep breaking up with me,
It is never any fun,
They say they already have a pussy, they don`t need another one,
Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
I must be Emo,
I don`t jump around when I go to shows,
I must be Emo,
Dye my hair and nail polish on my toes,
I must be Emo,
I play guitar and write suicide notes,
I must be Emo.

My life is just a black abyss,
You know?
It is so dark and it is suffocating me,
Grabbing a hold of me tightening its grip,
Tighter than a pair of my little sister`s jean which looks great me on, by the way,
When I get depressed,
I cut my wrists in every direction,
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection,
I write in a Live Journal and wear thick rimmed glasses,
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes,
I am just a bad, cheap, imitation of Goth,
You could read me " Catcher In The Rye " and watch me jack off,
Wear skin tight clothes while hating my life,
If I said I like girls, I would only be half right,
I look like I am dead and dress like a homo,
I must be Emo,
Screw XBox, I play old school Nintendo,
I must be Emo,
I like to whine and hit my parentals,
I must be Emo,
Me and my friends all look like clones,
I must be Emo.

My parents don`t get me, you know?
They think I am gay just because they saw me kiss a guy, well, a couple of guys,
But I mean, it is the 2ooo`s,
Can`t two or four dudes make out with each other without being gay?
I mean chicks dig that kind of things anyways,
I don`t know, Diary,
Sometimes I think you are the only one who gets me,
You are my best friend,
I feel like Tacos.

" I Must Be Emo " by Jeffree Star feat Hollywood Undead.

Okay,
Look at Tranny mixes it up,
Uh huh,
Miss Queen Cunt, Lady Pop Quiz and Diamond Girl,
Give it to me fast.[ And hard. ]

You know this princess is hot,
So you better watch before I saw that cock,
Licking up and down because you like it a lot
And then, take a chainsaw to your fucking g spot,
Everytime you come through, when I set up on the scene, all you greedy motherfuckers wanna see me get mean,
I beat haters in the face with a big slutty heels,
You wanna get close so you know you got deals.

You wanna fuck me,[ You wanna fuck me. ]
I know you do,[ I know you do. ]
Because when you girls are not around,
You want me going down on you, [ Mmm. I am thirsty. ]
And I know you want it,[ I know you fucking want it. ]
Calling my phone,[ Running up my minutes, hoe. ]
You are on your knees begging me please when she is not at home.[ I am coming over, hoe. ]

Don`t you wish your girl had a dick like me?
Don`t you wish your girlfriend plastic surgery?
Don`t cha?
Don`t cha?
Don`t wish your girlfriend was tight like me?
Don`t you wish your girlfriend likes suddenly?
Don`t cha?
Don`t cha?

Cheat on your girlfriend,[ Every guy does. ]
Push her out of the car,[ Run that bitch over. ]
Because when you are in bed while she is giving you head,
You are screaming Jeffree Star.
Oh Jeffree,
She says that she hates me,[ I hate her too. ]
I don`t fucking care,[ Oh you care. ]
Oh you better leave while you beat her with a cleaver while I am standing there.[ Haha. Bye, bitch. ]

Don`t you wish your girl had a dick like me?
Don`t you wish your girlfriend plastic surgery?
Don`t cha?
Don`t cha?
Don`t you wish your girlfriend was tight like me?
Don`t you wish your girlfriend like suddenly?
Don`t cha?
Don`t cha?

LPQ is in the house,
Ohyeah,
Jeffree Star, you better shut your trappened hole,
Jeffree, Jeffree, Jeffree,
Oh can`t you see,
What is with all the negativity?
You are the queen of mean with millions of fans,
But you ain`t gonna get my man,[ What, bitch? ]
You ain`t gonna steal my man.[ God, shut up. ]
You ain`t gonna fuck my man.[ Yes, I am. ]

I am a C to the U to the N to the T,
Bet you are looking for a man who is as bad as me,
With hot pink hair always wearing Mac make ups,
Babes calling non stop begging me to hook up,
Mostly men,
Girlfriends keep me secret just like Heroin,
You can fucking beat it,
I don`t need to,[ I don`t know what he said there. Haha. ]
To make him mine,
Just got a smile a little and see him from behind after I am done sucking on his blow poppy,
Lift up my head and see he is gone into shock,
No one can do the things I can do,
They show me their ass and my name is tattooed,
And bitch, kill yourself if you think I have an ego,
Fuckers in the corner and then, you will put it in my asshole oh.

Don`t you wish your girlfriend had a dick like me?
Don`t you wish your girlfriend plastic surgery?
Don`t cha?
Don`t cha?
Don`t you wish your girlfriend was tight like me?
Don`t you wish your girlfriend like suddenly?
Don`t cha?
Don`t cha?

" Don`t Cha " or " Sex Change Remix " by Jeffree Star.

Jeffree Star, I salute you. =)



13 December 2007 Thursday, December 13, 2007

Parents and I left for Jusco to get dad`s ear pierced. It is official. Dad is cool. =) Haha.


After that, we left for shopping. There weren`t much hot options, but I did buy this green top. =) Ohyeah. While I was shopping, I was thinking what will happen if I was the only child. Great things will happen. =) For instance; I am a princess of the house wearing her tiara twentyfour seven. =)


09 December 2007 Sunday, December 09, 2007

Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish Gaius Happy Two Years Anniversary. =)


First of all, booo, I love you for who you are, Gaius Christopher Thangarajan, an overprotective egoist who reminds me of dad. -_- Haha. As everyone knows, I go for the heart. Not looks. =) Fine. I do. So here is my love to your hot nipples. =) The hottest nipples, to be exact. =) Haha. Everytime when I am sad, you are the one who makes me smile with your silly jokes. =) Even though we fight most of the time, but it is good to know how you feel towards what we fight about so that I can improve myself. =) In case you don`t know, I still cheerish those things you did for me; Suprised me in Mid Valley,[ Thanks to BFFs. ] rapped about me in Hip Hop gig and telling everyone about me. Because of you, I am known as Mrs. Gaius instead of Carmen. -_- Okay. I should stop crapping now. My point is thanks for showing me what love truely means. =) I love you. =) Muahs.

Second of all, Jesus, before Gaius`s presence in my life, you sent grandmom as my angel to guide through my life, but after she left this world, you sent Gaius. I don`t know what`s up with the replacement, but thanks. =) I appreciate it because apparently, he is the only one who can change me into a better person. =) He is the only one I got. =) Ohyeah. I hope I die faster than him in the future so that I won`t have the repeating feeling again when I lost grandmom. Kick my ass for being selfish, but I don`t know what I will do if he left this world. Maybe I will commit suicide. Now, I know You don`t want that to happen. So please grand my wish. =) Haha. Amen.

Third of all, motherfuckers who don`t believe in Gaius and me, in your face. =)


08 December 2007 Saturday, December 08, 2007

Adeline and I left for Guna`s to do inai. =)


I did the words. -_- Haha. I am sorry if I am offended you. x Cough. x Traditions. -_-


05 December 2007 Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Bernard, mom and I left for lunch in Restaurant One Family. What a coincidence. Adeline and Aunt Nancy were having their lunch too. After that, Sarah met me up there. After that, Bernard, Adeline, Sarah and I left for this saloon to do our hair. Sarah`s and my hair, to be exact. After that, since we didn`t have much time, Uncle James picked us up and sent us to his place and we did our make ups there. After that, Uncle James sent Bernard, Sarah and I to Uncle Dave`s place. After that, Uncle Dave sent the prom people and I to Pandan Lake.




Our first reaction was funny because there was this big lake[ Pandan Lake. That explains. ] beside this restaurant. So Joanne, Sarah, Faustina, Suzanne and I were walking toward it in our high heels and we just realized we got the wrong place. -_- Our place is beside it. -_- Haha. We got our tickets done and marched to the loo to get dolled up. After that, we took pictures, but all of them turned out fugly. So I deleted all of them. -_- Haha. After that, we hanged out there for a while before I get Gaius and Justin in the car park. After that, the prom started. The number of guests weren`t satisfying because there were about fifty people, but the food was good.[ Uncle Dave claimed he cook it. x Raising eyebrow. x ] =) Haha. It was time to choose prom king and queen. They called all the couples including Gaius and I thanks to Justin out to the dance floor. Faustina and I kept telling each other how scared we were. -_- Haha. As everyone predicted, the prom king and queen are the Form Fives, Seenu and Denise special handpicked by Miss Maha. After that, it was time to party. Some dramas happened, but I don`t want to get involved in it. After that, Uncle Dave sent the prom people and I back home. Since my bag is in Sarah`s place, Uncle Dave sent Bernard and I there. After that, mom picked Bernard and I and we were back home.




01 December 2007 Saturday, December 01, 2007

First of all, wati ai nam neng. =)

Second of all, I left for hometown, Hainan. It was great. Just great. =) Apart from the fact that people there are disgusting because they dig their nose in the public,[ They were still doing it even though I was looking at them. -_- Haha. ] pee without closing the door and having a problem with anger management, it was great. Just great. =)

Third of all, the updates. =)
First day; Family minus Andrew and I left for KLIA. After that, we met up with Uncle Chan and his family, the tour guide and the tour people.


After that, we left for China. When we reached China, we left for this restaurant.


After that, we left for this temple.

After that, we left for this former volcano place.


After that, we left for lunch. After that, we left for this hotel and checked in.


After that, we left for dinner. After that, we left for shopping. =)


After that, we were back in the hotel.

Second day; Family minus Andrew and I woke up early for breakfast. For four days straight, we had porridge, but it was all good. =) After that, we left for this bird farm place.


After that, we left for this allAsiapresidentsgathering place.


After that, we left for lunch. After that, we left for this hotel and checked in. After that, we left for this show. They disallowed us to take pictures. So I am sorry. -_- After that, we left for this deadskinseatingfishes place.


After that, we were back in the hotel.


Third day; Family minus Andrew and I woke up early for breakfast.

After that, I just realized I left Kadafi in the hotel. -_- I didn`t get it back because the hotel was one hour away. -_- After that, we left for this coffee place.
After that, we left for this original people place. After that, we left for lunch. After that, we left for this beach.

After that, we left for this tea place.


After that, we left for silk place.

In case you don`t know, that is Mahathir with that Chinese dude.


After that, we left for this massage place.


After that, we left for dinner. After that, we left for this shop.

My favourite stranger. =) When I asked her to take pictures with me, she was so happy that she jumped up and down. -_- Haha. She said " If people asked who these children are, I will tell them they are my grandchildren. " refering to Bernard and I. =)

After that, we left for shopping. =)


After that, we left for this hotel and checked in.


Forth day; Family minus Andrew and I woke up early for breakfast. After that, we left for this statue place.


After that, we left for lunch. After that, we left for this beach.


After that, we left for this Kun Yim statue place. It was beautiful. =) Ohyeah. Actually, we cannot enter the statue because it is still under construction, but since we got ourselves a good agency, we can while the others were scolding the security guards about being unfair. =) Haha. Ohplease. Life is unfair. So get used to it.

After that, we left for dinner.

My favourite strangers couple. =)

After that, we left for this hotel and checked in.
Fifth day; Family minus Andrew and I woke up early for breakfast. For the first five days time, we had buffet for breakfast. =)


After that, we left for this emerald shop. After that, we left for this shark shop. Thank God everyone was bored of it because the seller was boring and I against animals being slaughtered. So everyone didn`t buy anything there. =)


After that, we left for lunch. After that, we left for this monkey place. Apparently, the monkeys there go to everyone`s pocket to search for food. -_- Haha. Ohyeah. We watched this show involved monkeys,[ Duh. ] a mini horse,[ It was my first time seeing a mini horse. -_- Haha. ] and a goat.[ I know this sounds weird, but it is my newfound favourite animal. =) It was beautiful with its horns. =) ]

I wanted to see this kind of monkey, but there wasn`t any. -_-


After that, we left for dinner. After that, we left for airport. After that, we left for Malaysia.