29 February 2008 Friday, February 29, 2008

Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish you a Happy Leap Day. :)

Today is a special day because it happens once 4 years. The next time I am going to wish you a Happy Leap Day is when I am 21 years old. By that time, I have freedom, my own car and a birthday party in Zouk. :D Joanne, Sarah, Faustina and Su Ann, you are not invited because you are still underage. :) Haha. I was just kidding.

I see you 4 years later.


25 February 2008 Monday, February 25, 2008

Joanne and I officially have our crazy days. :) Well, day, to be exact because we were being cooo cooo in the heads for the first time just now, but it would be days in the future. :) From now on, Martin is my second Pink Heaven because after Joanne's and my last class, it is break or should I say, time for me to go back, but after break, Joanne has another class.[ Nerd alert. :) Haha. ] So I have to stay back to company her until her class begins. During break, we are known as cooo cooo in the heads. :D

During English class, Mrs. Ganesan popped out my favourite question. :)

Mrs. Ganesan.: Are you a Malay?
Me.: I am a Chinese.
Mrs. Ganesan.: Oh. I thought that why you, a Malay pierced your nose. Haha.
Me.: Oh. Haha.

During break, Joanne wanted to go to Pasar Malam which required us to take any form of transports to reach there which means it is far. Since it was impossible for us to walk from Martin to there and we were armed with empty pockets, we rang a house's bell, ran away and the house owners came out. =.= Haha. After that, we looked for more victims, but there were people outside the houses, but we did fool around with a passerby.

Me: x In a ghost's tone. x Joanne, I am lusting for blood.
Joanne.: x In a ghost's tone. x Same.
Dude.: x Looking at us. x
Me.: Now, I am lusting for fat dudes.
Joanne.: Haha.
Me.: x Turn back to look at the dude. x Ala. He is gone.

After that, a dude was watering his plants outside his place.

Me.: Wuuuu.
Joanne.: Wuuuu.

I am aware we were childish, but it was fun. :) For your kind information, life is too short to be serious 24 7. I should have brought my camera. =.= That is it. I am going to bring it and you will see the joy in being childish. =.= Haha. After that, there was a lorry passing us by twice. So we ran back to Martin. =.= Haha. Since we still had some free time, we were disturbing some nerds studying Chemistry. :) Haha. After that, some Malay dudes were betting on whether I am a Chinese or Malay. =.= Haha. To that loser, I am sorry because I am a Chinese. :) Haha. After that, Joanne marched herself to her class and mom sent me back home.

P. S.: I find it annoying when losers copy my whatever things and claim it it is theirs. To these losers, fuck you.


24 February 2008 Sunday, February 24, 2008


To people, past means a period of time or of one's life, but to me, it means a time where everything was fugly and it is the best definition of hatred.


23 February 2008 Saturday, February 23, 2008

Sarah and Uncle James picked me up and we left for their place. After that, Sarah and I left for Idontknowwhatitcalled Mamak. Ohyeah. Wahaaa is bankrupt. =.= Anyway, after that, we left for Pink Heaven. After that, we were back in her place. After that, we left for Saktia's place because she was having a birthday party. Overall, I love the food. :D Ohyeah. The game too. And our attempts to do the Soulja Boy's dance, but we failed miserably. =.=


After that, Sarah and Aunt Ashanti sent me back home.


18 February 2008 Monday, February 18, 2008

Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish Saktia a Happy Birthday. :)


Joanne, Sarah and I celebrated Saktia's birthday because it was on a school day, but we skipped class because we are in charge of the committee board for Elitra. So it was a perfect excuse to skip class. :) Sarah baked some cupcakes for Saktia and it tasted good. :)



17 February 2008 Sunday, February 17, 2008

Bernard, mom and I left for lunch. After that, we left for Uncle Guna's place because we are going to Brickfields to do mom's and my Punjabi Suits, but he was lazy. So we left for this new house we have been eyeing on before they moved in because the house is Baliish. :D I will show you how the house looks like on Thursday because they are having an open house this Wednesday. :) After that, Uncle Guna and his family arrived. So we were following him from behind. We reached Brickfields or should I say, India II. O.O We left for Love Birds. After that, we left for lunch again. Uncle Guna and his family taught me some Indian's traditions. :) After that, we were back home. After that, Gaius called me and asked me whether I want to go to Mid Valley with him or not. So I asked mom. Surprising, she let me to. O.O Now, I believe in miracles. :D Haha. Gaius, Edward and Sophia picked me up and we left for Brickfields again. It is funny how I was in the same place I was this evening. =.= Haha. I met some new friends, but I can't remember their names. =.= After that, we left for this CD shop. Five Elementz's poster was there and I saw " I love Carmen forever and ever. " on Gaius's picture. :D After that, we left for Sheela's shop, Saradha's Silks. Why didn't anyone tell me Sheela has a shop? A bigger and more popular shop than Love Birds? =.= Discount, baby, discount. ;) Haha. Anyway, I bought some bangles to suit mom's and my Punjabi Suits. After that, we left for Mid Valley.

We reached Mid Valley. Gaius was the foolish person I have ever met. Mom told me to go back by 11 p. m., but the smartass booked 1o.3o p. m. movie tickets. O.O So I called mom and I told her. Surprisingly again, she was cool about it. O.O What is happening to her? I mean. Some aliens abducted her? =.= Haha. Anyway, we left for the arcade.

I was disturbing him playing which explains his face expression. =.= Haha.

After that, we left for the movie. After that, Gaius, Edward and Sophia sent me back home.


14 February 2008 Thursday, February 14, 2008

Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish Gaius Happy Valentine's Day. :)
Parents were having a Chinese New Year party in the restaurant resulted in Gaius and I didn't celebrate Valentine's Day, but Justin, Uncle Thangarajan, Aunt Glory, Mrs. Carrine and him attented the party. Joanne, Suzanne and Dianne attented the party too because Joanne and I had tuition before the party starts. Thank God they were there because I would be alone. =.= Haha.

Dad.

Mom.

Gaius didn't give me anything. :( Apparently, he hasn't finished my Valentine present because it is handmade. =.= I gave an Echo Park t shirt sprayed with my Christian Dior perfume and a notebook quater fulled of my messages. ;)


13 February 2008 Wednesday, February 13, 2008

After school, Joanne and I left for Sarah's place to bake cookies. We left for Wahaaa for lunch. I miss Wajib. :( I mean. Their Fried Maggie. :( It is the best Fried Maggie in the world. :( Ohyeah. They serve African food too. It was disgusting. I mean. Cows' feet with its nails. O.O Anyway, after that, we left for Mudun field and we saw our S. K. T. Cuepacs teachers. :D Apparently, they shifted to the new school and they were having a road run. =.=


After that, Phil arrived and we left for Leisure Mall to buy the ingredients. After that, we were back at Sarah's place and started baking cookies.


After that, Joanne left and Sarah, Phil and I left for Wangsa Cheras field. It have been a long time since I visited Pink Heaven. Anyway, after that, Sarah, Phil and Uncle James sent me back home.


12 February 2008 Tuesday, February 12, 2008



11 February 2008 Monday, February 11, 2008

All this time, among brothers and I, I am the one with the bad habits. Especially when it comes to the condition of the bedrooms. I have been receiving complains about how messy my bedroom is for the past five years, but now, to all those losers who have been complaining about how messy my bedroom is, hah. In your face. :D I don't know whether I am doing a good deed or I am just trying to get rid of junks, but I have donated 2 big plastic bags of clothes, 1 big plastic bag of shoes and 3 big plastic bags of books to the orphanage. :) Well, I deserve an A for being thoughtful. :)

Everyone has been asking me about how much I got from Chinese New Year. Well, the amount of angpaus I got has decreased, but the amount of money has increased. :S Haha. Anyway, I got RM 1671. :D I didn't expect this sum of money because some of the people who give me angpaus every year didn't give me angpaus, but imagine if they did. I would have reached RM 2ooo. =.= Ahhh. Fuck it. Carmen, be thankful for what you got. Anyway, here is my WhattobuywithmyChineseNewYearmoney list.

WhattobuywithmyChineseNewYearmoney list.:
. An iPod that costs RM 1ooo. Okay. I take my words back. A MP4 that costs maximum RM 3oo.
. A curling iron that costs maximum RM 1oo. I miss my curly hair. :(
. Make ups that cost maximum RM 1oo.
. A tutu that costs maximum RM 3o.

RM 1141 to go. :D


10 February 2008 Sunday, February 10, 2008

You.


Name.
. Carmen.

Age.
. 16 going on 17.

Birthday.
. 25th March 1991. Notice the date because it is coming soon. :D

Zodiac sign.
. Aries.

Height.
. 155 cm. Go on. Laugh at me. x Showing middle finger. x

What colour are your eyes?
. They are dark brown. In case you didn't realized, everyone has dark brown eyes.

What colour is your hair?
. Refer to the above.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
. A wifey of an old rich dude who will kill him so that she could get all his money. ;) Haha. I was just kidding. Well, a chef who cooks good food for her family. :)

Him.


Name.
. Gaius Christopher Thangarajan.

Age.
. 17 going on 18.

Birthday.
. 28th November 199o.

Zodiac.
. Saggitarius.

Height.
. 18o something cm. This is going to sound embarrassing, but he is taller than the tallest person in family, Andrew and I am the shortest in the family. =.=

What colours are his eyes?
. Refer to my answer.

What colour is his hair?
. Refer to the above.

What does he want to be when he grows up?
. A doctor who wants to help all the poor children in the world. :) Ohyes. Gaius is the next Jesus. ;) Haha.

Both of you.


When did you two start going out?
. 9th December 2oo5.

How long has it been?
. 2 years, 2 months and 1 day. First of all, to those disbelievers of so called teenage's puppy love relationship, hah. In your face. :D Second of all, I am not a nerd who counts to the days. I just have this application thing. Third of all, we rock our toesocks. :D Haha.

Past.


How long did you know him?
. When I was 15.

Were you two friends first?
. x Raising eyebrow. x Who would be that cheap to date a stranger?

Have you two dated before in the past?
. Thank God it is a no.

Now.

Do you love him?
. This is a foolish question.

Does he love you?
. Refer to the above.

How often do you two see each other?
. It is better now. :) For the past two years was the worst. Once in a blue moon. =.= All I have to do is be patient for another one year and I am off to permanent freedom. ;)

Who asked who out?
. He did. As a matter of fact, he still does. =.= Haha.

When was the last time.


You saw him?
. HelloUncle,HelloAunt Day.

You said " I love you. " to him?
. Idontknowhowmany hours ago.

The last thing he bought for you?
. He told me it is a surprise. =.= I will tell you next Thursday. ;)

The last time you two faught?
. I can't remember. x Crickets' sounds. x This is a good news. :) Cheers.

How much do you two.


Have meaningful conversations?
. He hates meaningful conversations because every time I try to create one, he will rap all of a sudden. =.=

Hold hands?
. Once in a blue moon because I hold his pinky. :D Haha.

Hug?
. He hates to hug me because every time we do, I bite his nipples. =.= Haha.

Kiss?
. I have lost count. O.O

Have sex?
. x Cough. x He. x Cough. x Is. x Cough. x A. x Cough. x Catholic. x Cough. x

Happiness.


Are you two happy?
. We are content. :)

Are you glad you met him?
. I don't know what I would do without his presence in my life.

Do you believe you two will last forever?
. No doubt.

Do you believe you will get married to him?
. With our 333 imaginary children, no doubt.

Would you agree if he asked you?
. Yes, but first. Where is my diamond ring? ;) Haha. What? I have to show off to everyone first. ;) Haha.

Do you want children?
. 2 of them. :)

His family.


Have you met his parents?
. I love them. :)

Have you met his family?
. Parents, refer to the above, brother, check, uncles, check, aunts, check, cousins, check and pet, check. Next stop is grandparents. :D Ohwait. I did. Check.

Do you get along with them?
. Justin told me they love me. :)

Has he met your parents?
. Thank God it is over. :)

What about your family?
. Some of them.

Does he get along with them?
. He was being this Iamtoocooltotalktoyou dude, but his parents do. :)

Do your parents approve of him?
. Mom does, but dad is still living in denial. =.=

Does his parents approve of you?
. A long long time ago.

Friends.


Do your friends like him?
. Most of them.

Do his friends like you?
. We are cool.

Is he friends with your friends?
. I don't know why, but it is a no. =.=

Are you friend with his friends?
. Most of them.

Music.


What kind of music do you like?
. I listen to all kind of genres.

What kind of music does he like?
. Hip Hop, Michael Jackson[ He worships him. =.= ] and Prince.

Is it the same?
. Tupac, baby, Tupac. ;)

How would you rate his musical taste from 1 to 1o?
. 9. I am not a big fan of Michael Jackson.

What song reminds you of him?
. " Dilemma " by Nelly feat Kelly because it is our love song. :)

Random.


How does he dress?
. Sometimes, baggy clothes, sometimes, smart, but still with the baggy pants. Polo t shirt, baby, Polo t shirt. ;)

Does he play any sports?
. Basketball. Focus on this topic. I don't know why dudes love to spend a big amount of money on their sports shoes. =.= I mean. His costs RM 5oo something. O.O Okay. Fine. Maybe it is the same theory for girls' love for clothes. :S

Do you borrow his shirt and wear them?
. I have no reason to. :'(

More about him.


What is his best physical feature?
. His gooogooogaga eyes with long eyelashes. :D

What is his best personality trait?
. He is overprotective. What? When a dude is being overprotective and or should I say unreasonable, it means he loves loves you.

Is he in shape?
. He was. =.= Haha. But it is okay. I love fat dudes too. :) Haha.

Does he make you laugh?
. You should have listened to his jokes. :)

Does he make you smile?
. Even when I think about him. :)

Does he pressure you?
. Well, he expects me to be this SuperHouseWifey who cuts cupon fast. =.= Haha. I was just kidding. Well, cook, clean and wash. Ohyeah. SPM.

What mood is he usually in?
. Horny? :D

What does he do in his spare time?
. Masturbating about me. ;) Haha. I was just kidding. Well, hanging out with his friends.

Bad habits.


Does he drink alcohol?
. He is an alcoholic.

If so, do you drink with him?
. There was once.

If so, what are you two like when you two are drunk?
. He will never let me get drunk.

Does he smoke?
. Unfortunately, yes, but he is working on it.

Does he do drugs?
. Will I get trouble for this?

Are there any annoying habits he has that drive you crazy?
. He has the dude ego.

Final questions.


Do you two have pet names for each other?
. Baby.

If so, what are they?
. Refer to the above.

Would you forgive him if he cheated on you?
. I am against cheaters. Okay. Fine. There is a higher chance I would forgive him because of my love for him, but not forget. Everyone deserves a second chance, but not the third.

If you could change one thing, what would it be?
. The past.

Do you mean it when you tell him you love him?
. From the bottom of my heart.

Do you believe this is true love?
. Refer to the above.

If he broke up with you, would you cry?
. I cry when I watch movies. So what makes you think I wouldn't?

If you two broke up, what would be the reason behind it?
. It is either both of us are being stubborn, I am being unreasonable, one of us cheated or lack of trust.



09 February 2008 Saturday, February 09, 2008

I just realized I have a circle of various companies; Gaius, cousins and dad's unwanted laptop that I hope he would give it to me because I am his favourite. ;)

Gaius, oh Gaius. The only person who can make me laugh in less than one second when I am sad. :) Booo, if you are reading this, you shall given a kiss as a reward for saving me from being this recluse who was an inch to commit suicide. :D Muahs.

Cousins, oh cousins. The only people who I can trust. It is all about flesh and blood, baby, flesh and blood. ;) Cousins, I love you people. :)

I love today. :) I mean. Gaius saved me and cousins and I bonded. :D We were flashbacking to 9os where our embarrassing childhood began. x Drum rolls. x

Kah Zheng, Kah Jian and Kah Chi used to show off their Tarzan underwears to Bernard, Andrew and I. =.= Haha. Latest news, Kah Chi claimed Bernard and Andrew were jealous of them because they didn't have one. =.= Haha. And we used to laugh at them for that. =.= Haha.

Andrew and Kah Zheng were bicycle racing. Andrew fell of the bicycle and he played dead resulted in Kah Zheng thought that he was dead. So he was mourning for his so called dead. =.= Haha.

Andrew and Kah Chi were racing and Bernard and I were the judges. Both of them ran up the hill and Kah Chi touched this car both of them have to touch in order to win, but Andrew didn't, but Andrew ran faster than Kah Chi, but Bernard and I told him he didn't win because he didn't touch the car. We won the arguement resulted in Andrew crying. =.= Haha.

I thought that mom was a Miss Malaysia. =.= Haha.

I thought that I would be this Miss Popular because I found aliens in bathroom. And they were larvaes. =.= Haha. But I have this feeling I did in Motivation Camp 2oo3. Su Ann, remember the triangle space ship? :S

Children with their naive minds. Sigh. =.= Haha.


08 February 2008 Friday, February 08, 2008


I have conquered a recluse's soul living in a deserted island, but what sets us different is recluses's isolated lifestyle resulted in speaking with blithe ignorance of the reality and mine resulted in lusting for companies.

I quote Joseph Condrad; Who knows what loneliness is; Not a conventional word, but a naked terror? To the lonely themselves it wears a mask. The most miserable outcast hugs some memory or some illusion.


07 February 2008 Thursday, February 07, 2008

Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish you Happy Chinese New Year. :)

Family and I left for granddad's place. After that, we left for K. L..


After that, we were back home because of this lion dance thing.

Uncle Peter's nephew who has an exotic name, Rhondalic who reminds me of Gaius because his name is exotic too. =.= Haha.

After that, we left for dinner. After that, we were back home. I don't know why, but the season of getting richer and fatter is boring. =.= And the saddest part is the amount of angpaus I received are lesser. =.=


06 February 2008 Wednesday, February 06, 2008

I am not going to blog about how my day was, but I am going to be an aunt. =) My cousin in law is pregnant and she is giving birth on 2oth something March. =) Do those dates remind you of anything? =) My birthday. =) Haha.

P. S.: It is a dude. =)


05 February 2008 Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Family and I left for granddad`s factory. x Crickets` sounds. x Well, cousins and I bonded? -_- Moving on.


After that, Adeline and Alvin sent Bernard and I back home. After that, Bernard, Adeline and I left for Mid Valley. We met Redha there. After that, we were shopping. Well, I wasn`t planning to buy anything because I am broke, but I bought this Nose flip flops. =) Ohyeah. I saw Saktia and Su Ann. I was embarrassed because they wore what people wear to Mid Valley and I wore what people wear to Pasar Malam. -_- Haha. After that, Adeline sent Bernard and I back home.

There was a reason why I put my hand there. x Showing tongue. x =)



01 February 2008 Friday, February 01, 2008

Perimbun had cross country today. I thought that I should play truant, but since this year is my final year, I decided to go for all events they are having this year. Anyway, the opening of cross country sucked. I didn`t even know they started warming up body. -_- Haha.


Joanne, Saktia and Su Ann ran and Sarah and I walked while discussing about prom. PugFace, we are having a prom. Well, maybe. So don`t spam everyone`s CBox for the informations because I will blog about it. Anyway, we ended up getting last place for Form 5. -_- Haha. After that, they announced the winners for the cross country. After that, Joanne, Saktia, Sarah, Su Ann and I left for the back alley to do Soulja Boy dance. There were some cheerleaders who were practicing. Apparently, they were threatened by our dance moves. -_- Haha.





Notice the sun light. Jesus`s resurrection. -_- Haha.


Notice the sun light. Joanne was being an angel and I was being an devil.



Notice our legs. For your kind information, we didn`t plan to do that. -_- Haha.

After that, we were too caught up with our dance moves until we forgot the time. -_- Haha.


After that, Uncle Guna sent me home.