hello, bitchesss. :D

i am sorry for the late blog premiere, 2o days late. i am sorry. yall have to understand that i am done with spm and i have to enjoy life now. and of course, i am new to the new version of blog. so i took a period for the bloody blogskin only. and of course, the updates. update for two months is not easy. so try to understand. thanks. :)

relink. :D

http://www.brokenheartsforsupper.blogspot.com/

those who i didn't inform about the new blog on your cbox, i am sorry. your cbox is not functioning, and i don't know why. so i don't ask me regarding it.

thanks. :D

p. s. leave some messages. HAHAHA. i am sorry i am being demanding. mr cbox is feeling empty. ;P haha. i will see you there. :)


hello.

i am sorry for the lack of updates. you know, i am not the only one. SARAH MIRANDA JAMES and SAKTIAWATY AP PANCHAKARAN. haha. you see, laptop broke down and dad hasn't buy me a laptop yet. so many pictures, so little time. sigh.

moving on.

life is, bitcheyyy. spm is coming and i haven't revise anything yet. you know what? i think i am done with complaining about spm. i think yall should too. just shut up about it. stop telling me how many days to spm. it is annoying.

moving on to very, very pretty things.

mrs.santaclaus. :D i love and miss that bitch. she made me fall in love with oasis. old school fuckkk. i am currently addicted to " wonderwall " and " stop crying your heart out ". i was listening to " wonderwall " for the past two days. and, and, and it is awesome that both of us hate dota and love the sims. :D my loves know how much i love the sims. :) i used to go to the computer shop for it every week, but i still failed to download it. and her laptop has it. :D it is like, we are meant for each other. hmmm. i am in love. <3>

okay. additional updates for
perimbun's graduation.
kathir's open house, and vern's fucking fire crackers and gaius's bad aiming that almost got me blinded.
saktia's open house.

some random pictures.

you are going to be the one that saves me,

and after all,

you are my wonderwall. ♥♥♥

" honestly, tell me. no lies. just the truth. "
" go on. "
" do you care what people think? "
" no, that is why i do whatever i want. i live for myself. not for them. "

thanks.


laptop is being such a bitch. it just died, a week ago. I DIDN'T WATCH PORN. trust me on this. and i didn't want to tell dad because andrew's laptop died the other day, and boyyy, he got scolding like fuck, but dad found out, somehow. no, he didn't scold me, because the damn laptop is old fuck. haha. so i am glad and all. dad is contemplating on buying me a new laptop or not. goddd, i hate this. so now, i am using bernard's, and it is hard to update because he doesn't know the existent of my blog( or he does. ) because it is weird for siblings to read my blog. you know what i mean.

okay. moving on.

coming up. updates for azuana's open house, my soon to be new handphone and, ahhh fuck, i forgot. i hate it when this happens. anyway, stay tune.

p. s.: mommy just called me, invited me to go for a party in uncle titus's place and i can't go, because i have tuition. O.O hmmm. i hate spm.


hellooo, bitches. i am backkk. :)

okay. so gaiusbooo is in cyber cafe, playing dota with bernard and cousins. so i am free, and bored. was listening to " just a friend " by biz markie. hella of a good song. so i suggest you to youtube on it. go now, go on. :D have been crazying over songs nowadays, from the oldies to the moderns. the other day, i was addicted to " linger " by the cranberries, " because you live " by jesse mccartney,( i am over you, asshole. ) " superwoman " by alicia keys( superwoman. :D yaaa, look at my s on my chest, bitchesss. :D ) and more. am greasy and all, but too lazy to drag my ass to the bathroom. hmmm. what else? o yeah. the updates as i promised in the previous post.

but before that, some pictures i took last week. if i am not mistaken. didn't want them to feel neglected. so, tadaaa. :D




















currently my favourite slippers. :)







was curling gaiusbooo's hair the other day, and he was loving it. ;) NO, IT IS NOT GAYMO, YOU BITCH.( to this certain person i think she would comment about it. ) so shuttap.

okay. that is all. let's get back to business.

1th October 2oo8.

woke up. mom and i went to the nearest coffee shop to take home some lunch for family. came back home, received a call from sarahbond and mojo jojo, asking me to hurry up because we were going for a swim in venice hill. was panic because i was still in my usual sleeping outfits and still greasy and all. so took shower and threw whatever clothes in andrew's red tropicana life schoolbag. i put on a black jersey and a pair of jeans, carrying the red tropicana life schoolbag like a schoolgirl in a pair of leopard skinned slippers. was waiting for mom for like, half an hour or plus. was irritated because girlfriends were waiting for me to get my ass there and mom was being such a slowpoke.

got at sarahbond's place like, at last. O.O told them i would just watch them swim because i hate taking shower again. yes, i really, really hate taking showers. so we were comtemplating on a yes or a no. gave in since mojo jojo looked annoyed by my decision and i did one of my least favourite activites, shavinggg. O.O we walked all the way from mudun to venice hill. it was a long journey, but worthed it because we bonded. :)


yes, i was make upless. hmmm. fuck you. haha.

went to matthewballessnerd's place first to drink few glasses of water as i was suffering from uti.

put on a grey sleeveless top and a pair of white padini boxers. the water was sooo, cold. was trying to slowly, slowly dip myself into the cold water, but failed miserably. so marched myself to the baby's pool where the water was still cold, but not as cold as the adult's pool. got used to it and jumped into the adult's pool. :D sarahbond was struggling. haha. this thing reminded me of how we celebrate the end of pmr, swimming there and eventually got a fight with dinesh. haha. time to get out from that beautiful place. lost my nose ring. so was unbelivably annoyed. put on my pair of jeans to replace the white padini boxers and just, erm, that is all. uncle james and aunt shanti picked us up and back to sarahbond's place.






even though i looked fugly here, but it is my favourite picture. because my face expression explains it.


i am a piranna. :D HAHA. i looked unbelievably fugly here, but i don't care because everyone has flaws. so shuttap. :)






now, you see us.


and now, you don't. ;)








i don't know why, i think mojo jojo looked nice here. :)

was suffering from trying so hard to put the damn nose ring into the fucking hole, but it was closed. so was suffering for 3o minutes before succeed. was drowning in disappointment when mojo jojo told me she was going back home in a while because i thought that it would be carmenjoannesarah's night. i chose to move on. had our dinner. was talking about random stuffs and all. aunt daisy came and picked up my little darling. sad. hmmm. vinuth was forcing me to go to joshuabond's bedroom. was giving him a hard time because i was dryblowing my wet hair, but gave in in the end. was shocked when i saw a scorpion, crawling on joshuabond's arm. they were daring me to let the creepy crawler to crawl on my arm, but dared the de silvas first. dinesh did it, but vinuth was too chicken to. dared sarahbond, who was in the bathroom, taking her shower, but they told me she is a chicken too. so brave myself and let the small fella crawl on me. was ticklish, but it felt good. :) haha. was disappointed because didn't take pictures of my superwoman moment, but oh well.














vinuth's randomness.


to make it a more sleepover, i brought masks for everyone. well, mojo jojo, sarahbond and me, but mojo jojo wasn't there. :(



was struggling to sleep because was thinking about him and sarahbond insisted on offing the light, but she lost. yes, i am afraid of dark. shuttap. kept waking up every fucking one hour. was annoyed by that fact.

2th october 2oo8.

woke up, was really sleepy due to the sleepless night yesterday. took shower. put on my favourite bernard's white v neck skeleton tee and a pair of stripes shorts, carrying a petite black guess handbag in a pair of leopard skinned slippers. uncle james sent sarahbond and i to tun razak for s. f. a.'s jogathon.

was lost because i saw new faces only. found aunt daisy eventually. apparently, mojo jojo was, well, jogathoning and we were one hour late. haha. was cheering for mojo jojo when she appeared out of nowhere. she won the fifth place. :) marched ourselves to a seat under a tree to have our breakfast, where mojo jojo was screaming over ants crawling on her legs. haha.









time for mojo jojo to claim her medal. was really proud of my little girl. :') HAHA.














BUM BUMS. :D HAHAHA.


credit to saktia, the photographer.

mojo jojo, sarahbond and i walked ourselves to tun razak's lrt to go to tasik selatan. it was a longgg journey, but totally worthed it because we bonded. :) saw this white scene dude with a bunch of white girls. was impressed by the way he wore, but totally swallowed my thoughts when i saw his hairy chest. O.O yes, i hate hairy chests. i am ewww by it.





were waiting for the bus, but gave up in the end. took a cab to alam jaya. the chinese cab driver was, well, annoying, but funny.

cab driver.: mereka orang nak i send mereka ke ju. banyak jauh tau.
sarahbond.: oh. yaaaa.
me.: what in the hell is a ju?
sarahbond.: i don't know.
cab driver.: singa di sana banyak kurus cam dia. x pointing at sarahbond. x
me.: oh. HAHAHA. ju. zoo. totally make sense. haha.
cab driver.: x on and on about zoo. x
me.: x pointing at a dead dog. x awww. that dog is dead.
cab driver.: LANTAK LA.
me.: HAHAHAHA. kau tau tak sini ada dinasour?
cab driver.: tak ada laaa.

some some of the conversation. i swear that dude is full of bullshits. haha.

marched ourselves to pk, or something like that for lunch.

was impressed by the delicious nasi lemak. very yummy. :) marched ourselves to sarahbond's place.

talking about random things, again. and and and diane picked mojo jojo up. was contemplating on whether go back home or not, but sarahbond insisted me on staying. so stayed. were just hanging out in the living room, watching television while waiting for mom to pick me up.




























































the starting of sepethotchocolateism. :D


























with red lipsticks, it would be my favourite picture. :)










i loveydovey this picture. :D

was glad i was home. was missing benjininja like fuck. was waiting for gaiusbooo to come over for like, ever. found out that gaiusbooo was in church, enjoying the feast. threw a fit about it because, well, i have my own reason. bernard, dad and i went to the restaurant for dinner.

had nasi briyani and some rendang cooked by alaudin. it was, yummy. :) dad, bernard and i went home.

gaiusbooo came like, at last. was bitching to him, it felt so good. because i trust no one when it comes to bitching. he hadn't eat yet. so he was insisting on having dinner in the restaurant. dad, gaiusbooo and i went to the restaurant.

mom was doing this prank on dad, aunt lan and uncle peter. was laughing all the way when aunt lan fell for it. dad, gaiusbooo and i went back home.

watched television before hitting the sack.

3th october 2oo8.

woke up with a full bladder. bumped into mom in the kitchen, asking me to go for mountain hiking with her. told her a big NO straight away. was trying to sleep again, but failed miserably. so was spending time on the television. mom told me about daddy called her, telling her about the sleepover in nilai. was estatic about it. was talking to gaiusbooo until mom and bernard came back from their activity. took shower and all. put on a black tube, a black sweater, a pair of jeans, carrying andrew's red tropicana life school bag in a pair of leopard skinned slippers with NO MAKE UPS ON. was proud about it. haha. gaiusbooo, mom, bernard and i left for our favourite vegetarian restaurant.

gaiusbooo was sighing over the vegetarian restaurant. haha. he hates vegetable. typical boys. mom gave me 5o bucks and gaiusbooo and i marched to leisure mall's bus stop.

took a cab to tasik selatan.







waited for, erm, half an hour before the fucking train came. was annoyed because i despise waiting. took the train to nilaiii. :D





daddy picked gaiusbooo and i up. we left for daddy's working place.

met daddy's friend, uncle edward and his two sons, erm, i forgot their names. haha. it was awesome, playing with, erm, idon'tknowwhatitcalled. gaiusbooo was sort of annoying, putting all the blames on me. x spanking gaiusboo. x ;) left for idon'tknowtherestaurant'sname for dinner.

had bak kut teh. it was, yummy. :) left for daddy's working place again to check on someone.

there was this security guard, a lady who is a single mom went back seven hours early. even though i don't like the fact that she is cheating, but it is sad to know she has to raise all her children by her own. guess i can't do anything about it, but pray. met up with mommy and her friends and left for idon'tknowtherestaurant'sname for dinner, again.



met aunt anna( who looks like lishana. like, fuck serious. ) and her two daughters, racheal and hannah( who likes hannah montanna that hoe. hence, gaiusbooo called her " hannah PONTIANAK ". randommm. ) and anna akka and her boyfriend, kumar aneh. they were friendly, but was sad because fiona wasn't there. :( had some mee for dinner. left for the bungalow.

was sooo tired, but they were having dinner or should i say, supper again. bbq. it was, of course, yummy. :) haha. totally slept off as soon as i hit the bed, with gaiusbooo beside me. :D and second parents too. haha.






i want those headbands and i don't know where to get them. :(






YES, THIS LAZY, FAT BABY INSISTED ON ME GROOMING HIS DAMN HAIR. ;P


i swear gaiusbooo is damn random.

4th october 2oo8.

woke up a few times, but still didn't give in, sleeping like a damn pig when everyone except gaiusbooo was doing their things.

gave in, at last, when my tummy was growling. haha. woke gaiusbooo up for the 23423984th times. had chicken rice for brunch. played monopoly with gaiusbooo, rachael and hannah the whole day. so was happy when they called off the game when the sun sank. haha. took shower and all. put on a grey dress and a pair of jeans in a pair of leopard skinned slippers. gaiusbooo was handling the bags. :) left for the restaurant for dinner.

dinner was awkward. no one was too shy to touch the dishes. so when i put the food on their plates, everyone started pigging out. haha. daddy and the rest left. exchanged goodbye kisses. mom sent gaiusbooo and i home.

annoyerrr.
your face expressions explain it.
and you know, she is not that person i am always jealous of, but knowing the fact that she has something that i don't, it kills me the most because she doesn't know how lucky she is and not appreciating it while i, i am lusting for it. ironic fuck.
no, you are not hot. shut up. and the fact that you didn't change a bit makes me sick.
my god, what the fuck is happening to the world?
weirddd.
" yes, lamber, shake shake shake. ". opsie. HAHAHA.
i guess i am not that easily impressed.
oh my fucking god. you are another clone of zebrafashiondisasterbitch, but worst.
THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR. yes, do take note of this fuck. the other day, i wore shorts to church, and sosme bitches commented on it. so on s. f. a.'s jogathon day, this girl wore a fucking short shorts that perfectly cover her bum bum, but could see her butt cheecks. and no one, you know, told her off or something. it is so fucking ass pissing. zebrafashiondisasterbitch, you should comment on her. bitch. x crickets' sounds. x HAHAHA. i am sorry. it is just so, ass pissing. oh, and a bunch of dudes were looking at her bum bum. i swear sarah and i couldn't stop laughing.
nah, i don't despise him anymore. he is good. :)
yummehhh. ;)
hmmm. sarcasticcc aye.
that, that cold skin reminds me of how much i have missed and a sign to start appreciating things without being ashamed of it. because people's thoughts are not important, at all.
i swear upon god i was an inch to slapping her damn face for bullying her sister.