I enjoy watching celebrities` documentaries. I am not a racist, but I enjoy watching Negros` documentaries more than Whites` documentaries because Negros lead a tougher life than Whites do.

In Tupac`s documentary, it is about how Afeni stood up for her people, how people looked down at Negros and meaningful lyrics. Even though it doesn`t inspire me in many ways, but I love watching him so much. =) Haha.

It is not about black or white because we are human.

" Ghetto Gospel " by Tupac.

This is what I mean about meaningful lyrics. =)

In Fantasia`s documentary, it inspires me in many ways. She didn`t give up when she was going through the hardest time in her life. We, immatured people always have the huge urge to commit suicide because of what we are going through in our life. When you are going through your hardest time in your life, think about Fantasia. Her daughter`s dad kissed another girl infront of her, a man who has a huge crush on her ass raped her and no one was there for her when she was pregnant. Now, she is an American Idol. And she is my superwoman. =)

I used to think about commit suicide when it comes to family and love. I was born in a typical family where rules are not meant to be broken. I cannot have a hubby, I cannot go out without parents` permission and I cannot come back home late, but I realised everything happens for a reason. About love, I was young and foolish, but now, I am still young, but not foolish anymore.

It is a part of life where Jesus takes something away from us. When He takes something away from us, it doesn`t mean He doesn`t love us, but it is a task from him. Indirectly, he is teaching us how to lead a tough life. <3


Parents helded a birthday party for me.

The reason why I kissed him is because he bought me a birthday present. =)




Adeline, Redha, Sarah and I went to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate my birthday.

My handphone was nonstop ringing because of Adeline and Sarah. -_- Sarah came to my place.


We reached Sunway Pyramid. All we did is eat. -_- Haha. After that, we went to Tropicana Life to buy birthday presents for Justin and Shi Hong. After that, we went to Baskin Robbins.


After that, we watched " Stomp The Yard ". The movie is good, but Chris Brown died after ten minutes after the movie started. -_- The main reason we paid for this movie is because of Chris Brown. -_-


After that, Sarah and I went for iceskating, but Adeline and Redha didn`t joined us because they were scared. =) Haha. I had so much fun iceskating. =) Though, there was a Negro who was recording me iceskating. -_-

When you think we are sweet, think again.

Because we are not. Maybe Sarah is, but I am not. =) Haha.


After that, we were playing pool because all the shops were closed.


After that, Gaius and Justin came. Adeline`s friend and Adeline versus Gaius and I. OhmyGod. Gaius looked so hot when he was playing pool. =) I would love to fuck him on a pool table. =) Haha.


After that, Adeline sent Sarah back home and Gaius and Justin to the nearest busstop in Cheras because they wanted to go to Holy Family which pissed me off, but they didn`t. Apparently, Gaius went to Cheras so that he can spend more time with me. =) After we left both of them in the busstop, they went all the way from Cheras to Puchong back home. =)


Yesterday, I had so much fun applying eye make ups. =) Even though it didn`t turn out the way I wanted, but it was all good. =)


Today, cousins and I went to Roshan`s for Shisha. =) Though, I didn`t smoke because of Gaius. -_-




I would love to wish Adeline a " Happy Birthday ". =)





I have a huge urge.

I want to live in a world of my own where I am wearing a beautiful dress armed with an iPod, human beings are slaves and pigs can fly. =) I am flying in a blue sky morning while slaves are screaming for me. =) Ohyes. Scream my name. =)


I have an issue with trust. People betray my trust and I betray theirs. What can you expect from reality?

I get influenced easily. It is not that I don`t have a principle of my own, but I can`t get over my biggest weakness. -_- Even " Desperate Housewives " influenced me. -_- Since I watched that show, my point of view towards life change. Happiness doesn`t last forever because people change. If they didn`t change, it is a miracle, but I don`t believe it.


Everyone hates Karma because they have to repay for what they did. Even though everyone knows what goes around, comes around, but they are too stubborn to change.

Everything happens for a reason.

Karma exists so that people will change.
Computer exists so that Bill Gates will become the richest man in the world.
Handphone exists so that parents will have more reasons to kick their children`s asses.
Gaius exists so that my life will be complete. =)

What can I say? Think before you act.

The day the child realises adults are imperfect, they are adolescene. The day when they forgive them, they are adult. <3


Family and I went for Uncle Phang`s wedding.




I was dancing to " Sweet Escape " by Gwen Stefani feat Akon.