I enjoy watching celebrities` documentaries. I am not a racist, but I enjoy watching Negros` documentaries more than Whites` documentaries because Negros lead a tougher life than Whites do.

In Tupac`s documentary, it is about how Afeni stood up for her people, how people looked down at Negros and meaningful lyrics. Even though it doesn`t inspire me in many ways, but I love watching him so much. =) Haha.

It is not about black or white because we are human.

" Ghetto Gospel " by Tupac.

This is what I mean about meaningful lyrics. =)

In Fantasia`s documentary, it inspires me in many ways. She didn`t give up when she was going through the hardest time in her life. We, immatured people always have the huge urge to commit suicide because of what we are going through in our life. When you are going through your hardest time in your life, think about Fantasia. Her daughter`s dad kissed another girl infront of her, a man who has a huge crush on her ass raped her and no one was there for her when she was pregnant. Now, she is an American Idol. And she is my superwoman. =)

I used to think about commit suicide when it comes to family and love. I was born in a typical family where rules are not meant to be broken. I cannot have a hubby, I cannot go out without parents` permission and I cannot come back home late, but I realised everything happens for a reason. About love, I was young and foolish, but now, I am still young, but not foolish anymore.

It is a part of life where Jesus takes something away from us. When He takes something away from us, it doesn`t mean He doesn`t love us, but it is a task from him. Indirectly, he is teaching us how to lead a tough life. <3