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18 July 2007 Wednesday, July 18, 2007 I am speechless. I don`t want to brag about my life. Thanks to Mr. Honesty for driving the final nail to my coffin of my already miserable life. Not. To be honest, I don`t know what to do anymore. I am lost, confused and numb. How to get out from Bermuda Triangle? How to get things straight when you have a Paris Hilton`s brain? How to feel things when you have your hands, legs and everything? How to. Who cares? I don`t care. Nowadays, people are so selfish that they forget what they live for. For others. Maybe I should be one of them. Try to look at the brightside. At least I won`t get hurt. Or maybe I should be the most selfish person in the world. The brightside is the chance of getting hurt is below zero percent. =) By that way, I will be the happiest person in the world who is hated by everyone. =) Good. Now, the problem is everyone, but why should I care for them when I am the most selfish person in the world? It makes sense. Or maybe I should commit suicide since everyone is selfish. I know commit suicide is for weakminded people, but why should I live for since people don`t live for others? I know you are wondering what the others are living for. Well, they are inspirations to the others to continue living. Maybe it is your significant other. Or maybe it is your child. Or maybe it is a stranger. Who knows? A pathless life doesn`t bring you to anywhere. So why do you bother living one? |
Yours truly.  I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :) Forever Loves.  GaiusBooo, grandmom and Benji. :D Lusts. A miniature pet dog. :D A hair curler. :D A Beanie. :D Ohhellothere. Good things. Ohhelloloves. Visitors.( Starting from 1st February 2oo8. )  Shut up and listen. History. |