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15 August 2007 Wednesday, August 15, 2007 At this point, I am carefree. =) Fine. I am not. I don`t know why, but I am tension. I am tension about life, people who I love and what I am going to do when I grow up. Some people see their life as a fairy tale, some don`t. Well, to me, I am in between of these two communities. I was listening to this old Chinese song that was playing in Uncle Wai`s car. The song was telling us about our life as a fairy tale. Some people care about the chapters, some care about the ending, but to me, I care about what happens after the ending. Am I going to remain the same or move on to another fairy tale? Well, I rather wait than knowing the future. As you know, people who I love is Gaius, family[ Gaius`s side only. ] and friends. When these people are in trouble, it bothers me. A lot. Girlfriend is facing a problem. What bothers me the most is I can`t do anything about it since everyone is being such a bitch. Imagine I am a recluse. Life will be happier for me since I don`t have to worry about anything. So much more happier, but I have never think about living a life as a solo. They are too precious for me. =) Maybe it is not about the people who I love only, but the strangers who I see everyday too. Anonymous migratted to Idon`tknowwhere. Because of this incident, she was sad because she doesn`t want to leave her hubby, but it makes their love grows fonder. =) Their blogs are fulled with lovely words about each other. =) It proves that long distanced relationships do work. =) What can I say? Happiness is contagious. =) When it comes to teenagers, the only thing they don`t know is who they are. I am Carmen Chan Kar Mun. I am sixteen years old. I am from Malaysia. Simple. That is all, but I don`t know who I am in the inside. Or what I am or will be doing. Or where I belong. Remind me why I am making this more complicated than it is again. Well, I am deseparate for the answer. The answer that destroys all the question marks in my mind. |
Yours truly.  I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :) Forever Loves.  GaiusBooo, grandmom and Benji. :D Lusts. A miniature pet dog. :D A hair curler. :D A Beanie. :D Ohhellothere. Good things. Ohhelloloves. Visitors.( Starting from 1st February 2oo8. )  Shut up and listen. History. |