The day started off with a call from Gaius because I messaged him I was being emotional. =) He does care about me. =) Fine. I knew that since the day we coupled already, but who cares? He cares about me. =) Haha. Anyway, I slept at 8 a. m.. After that, I woke up at 11 a. m. because of this prayer thingy in Klang. Well, Bernard, uncles, aunts, cousins, Aunt Mei, mom and I went to a temple.[ For the first time this year, I went to a temple which is why I want to be a Christian because they go to church every Sunday instead of once a year. -_- Haha. ] In this temple, there is a gong that makes a funny sound, but only carefree, sense of concentration and full of wishes[ I think so. ] people can make the gong go mmm. For your kind information, there is nothing for you to hit the gong. So you must use your hands to rub the gong like how you rub your significant other`s chest or breast. =) Haha. Well, to me, I was imagining myself rubbing Kah Jian`s[ For your kind information, Kah Jian is cousin. A fat one with man breast. =) Haha. ] man breast. =) Haha. Anyway, six out of fourteen people including me made the gong go mmm. It is funny how I can make the gong go mmm because I am not a carefree, sense of concentration and full of wishes person. Fine. Minus the full of wishes, but I am happy I made the gong go mmm. =)

Kah Jian`s toy gun. =)

x Drum rolls. x The gong. -_- Haha.


After that, we went to a restaurant for lunch. After that, we went back home. After that, Bernard and I went for badminton. Anyway, there is a new supermarket, Econsave near the badminton court. So cousins and I went there. Technically, I was babysitting three children. -_- It was easy except that part where Tung Tung asked for the balloons from the seller. -_- It was embarrassing, but it was all good. =) As a matter of fact, I want to be a mom more after this incident. -_- Haha. Now, that is weird. -_- Haha. After that, Bernard and I went to Uncle Wai`s place. Bernard, cousins and I were having a Youtube moment. =)

See those children? They are cousins. =)




I don`t know whether it is me or. Ohyes. It is me. So this is my problem. I am getting used to relying on people. In heart, Gaius, in place, Bernard and Adeline and in school, Joanne, Saktia and Sarah. And I hate myself for that.

All this time, I have been relying on people so much that I know I will die if I was a recluse, but now, I am going solo. It is time to be independent. I know I am making a big deal about it, but I am scared everyone will leave me. Especially when everyone grows up. When people grow up, they tend to be proud. When they are proud, they tend to ignore other people. So everyone is telling how scared they are when they finish high school because they know everyone will go solo, but it is bullshit. Well, to me because mom`s BFF and mom are still BFFs even though 12423047130 years have passed. Fine. They are not that old, but who cares? Ohwait. That is not my point.[ About people will go solo after high school. ] My point is I am going solo. =) Well, solo as in I know I will still be breathing even how many people leave me. =)


I need a getaway from fake people before my head explodes. -_- Well, a shopping spree with Gaius, a visit to spa and a new wardrobe will do. =)


Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish Joanne " Happy Birthday ". =)

Parents invited family and friends to restaurant for Mooncake Festival. Well, there were good food,[ OhmyGod. I love the roasted pig. =) ] alcohol and candles. Cousins and I were being such cooocooo in the head people burning our skin with fire. -_- Haha.

Oscar the Superman. =)


Yesterday, I was talking to Gaius on the phone.

Gaius.: Mom asked me not to leave you alone.
Me.: Huh?
Gaius.: She asked me to go to bedroom.
Me.: Then?
Gaius.: She was talking about computer because its wallpaper is you.
Me.: Awww. That is sweet.

The wallpaper is the fuglyiest picture of mine, but who cares? I love him. =)

Out of all pictures, why did he choose this picture? -_- Well, I guess different people, different opinions, but I looked fugly. -_- Ohyeah. I love Gaius. =)

I know I am showing off, but this is my blog. So get over it. =)


I was telling everyone a joke. Well, it is a true story, but it is funny. =) Well, mom`s friend is a primary school teacher. As you know, primary school students love to crap. So there was this student who told her a riddle.

Student.: Why can`t the cat catch the mouse?
Teacher.: x Blah blah blah. x
Student.: No, it is wrong.
x After a few days, the teacher gave up. x
Teacher.: I gave up. So what is the answer.
Student.: Because the mouse was riding a motorbike. That is why the cat can`t catch the mouse.

Haha. Anyway, the same student told another riddle to the same teacher.

Student.: A cat wanted to eat the mouse, but the mouse was hiding in a fridge, but the cat knew it was in there. How did the cat know?
Teacher.: I don`t know.
Student.: Because the mouse parked its motorbike beside the fridge.

Haha. This is the last story. A different student told a story to the same teacher.

Student.: Once upon a time, there were Maggi and Peanut. Maggi hates Peanut. One day, Maggi and Peanut were walking together. All of a sudden, Maggi pushed Peanut into the river.
Teacher.: Then?
Student.: That is all.

Haha. I love primary school students who love to crap. =) They make me laugh. =)


Before I continue updating my blog, I would love to wish Yash " Happy Birthday ". =)

That lantern was on fire. -_- Haha.

I wasn`t being emotional. -_- I was laughing. -_- Haha.


As you know, everyone loves music. =) So I am going to blog about favourite songs. =)

" Dilemma " by Nelly feat Kelly. Every couple has a love song. Well, for Gaius and I, this song is ours. =) Every time radio plays this song, it reminds me of the memories I had with him. Ahhh. Nostalgic. =)

" Best I Ever Had " by Vertical Horizon. The only, I repeat, the only song that makes me go wooohooo when I am booohooo. =)

" Thugs` Mansion ", " Life Goes On " and " Changes " by Tupac. " Thugs` Mansion " is relaxing,[ Well, the acoustic version. ] " Life Goes On " is inspiring and " Changes " is for those racists. =)

" Dreaming Of You " by Selena. I am addicted to it. =)

" The Great Escape " by Boys Like Girls. This song is a getaway from life. =)

" Naked " by Avril Lavigne. This song is the first song I will play when I wake up. =)

" Cry " by Rihanna. Out of all Rihanna`s songs, this is my favourite. =)

" I Love Rock And Roll " by Sum 41. I know many singers and bands sing to this song, but Sum 41 outdid it. =)

" My Hero " by Paramore. It is a new band. And I love it. =)


" Speechless " and " Everything I Am Not " by The Veronicas. To me, pain is a satisfaction, but of course, I don`t cut myself to feel it. Instead, I listen to these songs to remind me of how imperfect I am.

" Over You " by Chris Daughtry. I am glad that he got over whoever he was singing about. =)

" Like A Star " by Corinne Bailey Rae. First thing I notice is it is hard to remember and spell her name. -_- Haha. Anyway, refer to the above. =)