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29 September 2007 Saturday, September 29, 2007 I don`t know whether it is me or. Ohyes. It is me. So this is my problem. I am getting used to relying on people. In heart, Gaius, in place, Bernard and Adeline and in school, Joanne, Saktia and Sarah. And I hate myself for that. All this time, I have been relying on people so much that I know I will die if I was a recluse, but now, I am going solo. It is time to be independent. I know I am making a big deal about it, but I am scared everyone will leave me. Especially when everyone grows up. When people grow up, they tend to be proud. When they are proud, they tend to ignore other people. So everyone is telling how scared they are when they finish high school because they know everyone will go solo, but it is bullshit. Well, to me because mom`s BFF and mom are still BFFs even though 12423047130 years have passed. Fine. They are not that old, but who cares? Ohwait. That is not my point.[ About people will go solo after high school. ] My point is I am going solo. =) Well, solo as in I know I will still be breathing even how many people leave me. =) |
Yours truly.  I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :) Forever Loves.  GaiusBooo, grandmom and Benji. :D Lusts. A miniature pet dog. :D A hair curler. :D A Beanie. :D Ohhellothere. Good things. Ohhelloloves. Visitors.( Starting from 1st February 2oo8. )  Shut up and listen. History. |