Head Over Heels, Heart Before Head.

25 March 2008 Tuesday, March 25, 2008

First of all, thanks for the wishes. :)

Second of all, I am going to sound foolish, but I am starting to hate birthdays. Other than the fact that I am an inch closer to wrinkles, saggy boobs and people calling me " Aunt. ", I miss those old times where I was carefree because parents arranged everything for me from those little pretty puffy dresses to the guests to presents. :) I guess I miss the feeling being a child, but on the bright side is I am officially 17 years old which means another year to permanent freedom. :) Okay. Fine. I faked that smile. What is wrong with me? I supposed to be happy. I mean. Freedom. :D Sigh.

Third of all, Gaius, Gaius's parents, Linda, Aloysius, Bernard, granddad, dad, Aunt Theressa, uncles, aunts, cousins, Uncle Yuen and his family and Aunt May, Isis, mom and I left for Cowboy Delight[ Don't ask me why I celebrated my birthday there. =.= ] to celebrate my birthday. It was Gaius's 1st time meeting granddad and Aunt Theressa. It was funny that the fact that Gaius wore all formal to the party while the others wore all casual. =.= Haha. Look at the bright side, Aunt Theressa kept telling me Gaius is hot. ;)

After that, we left for the restaurant to cut the cake. Mr. Cowboy Delight gave me an ice cream cake as a present. :D I felt like a child again. :)

After that, Gaius, Gaius's parents, Linda and Aloysius sent me home.

That big box contains a big teddy. :)

Overall, I enjoyed my big day. Even though it wasn't what I wanted to be,[ All I want is to have a dinner with Gaius, Gaius's family and family. Family as in brothers and parents. ] but I am still thankful for it.

Booo, thanks for the teddy. :) I have never thought that you would actually save your money to buy me a teddy. I mean. All this time, I have never seen you saving money before. =.= So it is a big deal for me. I love you. Muahs.

Gaius's parents, thanks for the bearish photo album. :) Now, I have a reason to print out pictures and put them in my very own bearish photo album. :) Ohyeah. Thanks for writting " From daddy and mommy. ". :) I was shocked, but to think about it again, I was foolish for being shocked because you couple are daddy and mommy. :)

Linda and Aloysius, thanks for the bearish diary. :) No worries. I won't neglect blog. Though, I do enjoy spending time on it. :) I mean. Everyone has secrets, right?

Granddad, Aunt Theressa, uncles and aunts, thanks for the RM 6o5. :) I don't know what's up with the RM 5, but I am still thankful for it. :) Though, I didn't expect this amount of money. O.O

Parents, thanks for the dinner. :) I am sorry for asking you couple for angpaus when the dinner costed you couple RM 15oo something. =.= Well, blame that racist[ I hope he would rot and die in Blackhole Hell. ] for ordering a big amount of oysters. :P

Yours truly.

I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :)

Forever Loves.