Head Over Heels, Heart Before Head.

29 March 2008 Saturday, March 29, 2008

I was sitting there, in front of the computer, killing my time by browsing through the internet. I took a look at MSN, the online list. One of my friends' personal message caught my attention, " Vivek Darryl, rest in peace. ". It led me to a curiosity and a urge to ask him. So I did. And he wasn't kidding. Apparently, he passed away on Friday morning due to a car accident in Port Dickson. My heart was pounding, not knowing what to do, hoping him to tell me " April's Fool. " since it is just 3 days away, but God didn't answer my prayer.

The story didn't end there.

I called Gaius telling him how scared I am of life and death, of Darryl's death. He told something happened to his mom's best friend's daughter. She is in coma. After half an hour of talking about it, we just realized both of them were in the same car. Coincidence much or scary much? I would have to say both. After that, I put down the phone and called Sarah telling her the same thing. I can't help it, but cried.

By now, I assumed you have acknowledged the fact that Darryl and I are close, but the truth is we are not. It just scares me that life is unpredictable. I mean. I have never thought that he would be gone that fast. Now, death is added to my whatIfearof list.

I find 2oo8 is a bad year. I mean. The amount of the deceases this year is scary.

His tattoo that he loved so much. I still remember how show off he was. :) He was happily telling me what the tattoo means. An evil Samurai, but now that he is gone. Sigh. Life goes on.

Darryl Vivek, rest in peace. God bless you.

P. S.: I just found out Corrine Bailey Rae's hubby just passed away yesterday.

Yours truly.

I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :)