Head Over Heels, Heart Before Head.

18 April 2008 Friday, April 18, 2008

Gaius introduced a song to me. So I Youtubed. It is sentimental. As I scrolled down to the comment column, there was a Youtuber wrote " I don't know how he could sing to this song after what happened to his life. " which led me to a curiosity. So I continued reading the comment column fulled of Youtubers giving out sources. Truth to be told, this song has its own story underneath those meaningful lyrics. A legend dedicated it to his 4 years old son, Connor who passed away in 1991 due to a shocking accident. Okay. I read 2 different stories, but I don't know which is fact and which is fiction.

I hope this is fact. He was in a concert and Connor was in his apartment with his babysitter. The babysitter forgot to close the window. So Connor with his naive mind, unable to detect what's right and what's wrong, fell off the window. Oh, did I mention it was 53 floor? Sad, but true.

I hope this is fiction. He was in a concert and Connor was in his apartment with his mom. Before he and his mom made his way into their apartment, a security guard told his mom to remember to close the window. They reached their home sweet apartment. His mom was being ignorant, forgot to close the window. I assume you have acknowledged what happened next.

After acknowledged the truth, I broke down for 3 hours. O.O I guess I am a sucker when it comes to death. Oh, and Connor Clapton, rest in peace.

P. S.: My favourite songs at this moment are " The Way I Love You " by Ashanti, " American Boy " by Kanye West feat Estelle and of course, " Tears In Heaven " by Eric Clapton, the song I have been crying to for 3 hours and the song you are listening to now.

Yours truly.

I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :)