Head Over Heels, Heart Before Head.

10 September 2008 Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Fuck the once upon a time,

And happily ever after,

Fuck the fairty tales,

Fuck the letters,

Fuck the wishes,

Fuck the smiles,

And laughters,

Fuck the memories,

Fuck the feelings,

Fuck everything we had,

Rip my skin open,

Cut my throat,

Take away my pride.

Just, just don't hurt me again.

From the second you left me hanging on the thin rope and let me be independent for the first time, I can't remember the last time I felt even the least bit of genuine emotion about something. I have stopped caring. Everyday, it is all about opening and shutting my eyes. I have stopped trusting. Not even myself. I half believe everything, facts or fictions except that day. I don't blame you, I blame your pride and that loser. I just thank God that this, this song I am listening to saved me from suicide.

The trick is to keep breathing. ♥

Yours truly.

I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :)

Forever Loves.