Head Over Heels, Heart Before Head.

11 September 2008 Thursday, September 11, 2008

i don't know why, but i kept on thinking that today is a friday. O.O

maybe because the next day is a happyhappyjoyjoy day, but it has been four days. four, fucking, days. I did care about that shit for the first two days,( I am impatient. ex used to ignore me for a month. it turned out he didn't play me because he was busy working in that period of time, but one month? so shuttap. ) but now, i don't because i used to wait like a fool,( this has nothing to do with that dude i was mentioning about just now. ) with all those questions tangling in my mind. and that is the last thing i want to do. i want to run free. free, bitch, free. ;) sigh.

let's just move on to pretty things, leaving all these ahigherchancetogetdepressions behind.

so today, the last day of trials for this week, had moral and history. was drowning in disappointment because one hour before the exam, i was memorising the moral values and once the clock hit the time where moral officially started and i opened the paper sheet, i forgot everything. every fucking thing. it was bloody annoying. history? enough said.

was dyinggg to go to tuition because it is mrs. salihah and mr. kungs' day and was drowning in boredom. mojo jojo didn't want to because she is having perdagangan tomorrow. so was drowning in disappointment for the second time. was contemplating on whether follow parents to uncle ke's place for his grandson is one month old or not. decided to crash the place because it have been a long, long time since i got dolled up and it was a bordybordyboredbored day.

warning, there are many, many pictures of me, camwhoring, alone. and some of them look alike. so if you are not interested, please do scroll down and down and down.

at last, bought myself that blusher blush. totally lovedovey it. :)

if you look closely, you could see something in my eyes.

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totally the definition of running free to me. :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. totally the gilapicture. ;)

my tongue is long. :D

woooahhhahhhlala teacher. x spanking you. x ;)

was disappointed to see the buffet serving okay food because was starving for the past three hours and expecting my usual chinese buffet on plate; fried rice with chicken curry as the gravy. now, that sounds like a yummy. :) x rubbing tummy. x uncle ke's family seems to get bigger and bigger. don't know whether would like to be like him or not. family? doesn't sound like a happyilyeverafter at all.

uncle yuen sent bernard, guguming and i home. even though uncle yuen was blasting some old chinese songs, was still reminiscing about, us. on or off? hope he has a good explaination for this shit.

warning again, another camboring moment.

was looking at bernard because he was doing something foolish.

and of course, the result of his foolishness.

leggie wanted to say byebye. rawr. ;)

good night, bitches. oh, and i am in deseperate need of doing my eyebrow. i am starting to look like my nick, bffnicolerichiewoooahhhahhhlalaCAVEWOMANinleaves. mmm. love you, bffparishiltonthesizzlingfryingeggpan. haha.

fake smiles and an auto zombie mode; because you weren't here. ♥

Yours truly.

I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :)

Forever Loves.