Head Over Heels, Heart Before Head.

19 September 2008 Friday, September 19, 2008

was and still am bummed out when this certain person told me what's happening between me, this other certain person i called, erm, x and a loser from the other world. there is a huge gap that i, yes, me, carmen chan kar mun made it exist between me and that loser from the other world. no, i don't live to hate, but when it comes to this, it comes naturally. so shuttap.

got the shocked of my life. it is like, totally fucked up. the first thing i did instead of running to x, pulling the hair fuck out of the fucking head and just basically, hurting x was, well, it was really stupid because i hurt myself instead of x, i punched the wall like, what? 4 times? yes, obviously it hurt. don't ask stupid questions, but apparently, i don't care. maybe i do and the most surprising part was, i was an inch to tear. hmmm. fuck that shit.

am just so bummed out because i did things for x and x just, just turned on me. machibai. I WILL SEE HOW U FEEL WHEN I GET ITCHYWITCHY WITH THAT BITCH.

go fuck yourself.

p.s. why do all bad things always happen to me? last week, i had a bigggg missunderstood with gaiusbooo. now, this shit? i hope it is a missunderstanding too. you. yes, you with the black wings, angel of bad lucks. please go away. i am so sick of being hurt for something is not true.

Apparently, I was wrong. Very, very wrong. Those pictures will never, ever be the same. ♥

Yours truly.

I am Carmen and cool to meet you, you good looking motherfucker. :D Okay. Let's get to business. I am sorry to say this, but I am self center which explains why most of the pictures in this blog are me, myself and I. :D Oh, and I love to do silly faces. :)