I am ready to go to sleep in Red Jersey and Red Padini boxers with perfumes all over my bedroom pleasing my nose after I am done with this. :) What happened to the insomniac Carmen? I just took medicines for my allergy which double task by turning my immune systems from a bitch to a darling and heaving my eyes. :D I have a feeling I would be addicted to sleeping pills when I grow up which is next year. Hmmm. Time passed by fast.

26 July 2oo8.

I woke up to handphone. I marched myself to Bernard's bedroom and knocked on his door to wake him up. I got ready for school. Yes, I typed " School. ". School as in the place where your life gets fucked up by unreasonable teachers. The reason Bernard and I woke up on a Saturday early morning to go to school is Bernard got a letter from school, saying he would get another letter if he didn't come to school due to the number of days he absent. Where is mine? It is coming. I can smell it. O.O Uncle Guna picked us up and he sent us to school.

I marched myself to a seat, hoping Mojo Jojo would come. I was impatient. So I called her and the next thing I know, she was walking towards me. So I was relieved. We marched ourselves to Muhibah Square where less than 1oo people came. Why am I not surprised? As Mrs. Rosana was rejecting my request for Mathematics class so that I could hang out with Mojo Jojo, Mrs. Edna Mode approached me, saying my Baju Kurung was inappropriate. As she was mumbling her way out, Mrs. Ch'ng called me.

Mrs. Ch'ng.: x In childish's tone. x Carmen, very good, chocolate.
Me.: Haha.

I don't know why, but that made my day. :) I mean. I have never, ever expect that kind of response from her because she is Mrs. Ch'ng. Hmmm. People change.

Thank God TheOtherGirlfriend, TeddyBear, MelMel and Syaza came. So I was hanging out with them though out the Physics's class. We were dying of boredom. So we ditched that borefest. We bumped into Mojo Jojo and I made her ditched her borefest too. :D It was fun hanging out with them. :) The time was up. GaiusBooo and Catherine picked Bernard and I up and we were off to my place.

I took shower. I got dolled up. I put on a Grey dress, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag in wedges. GaiusBooo, Catherine and I were off to Lim Kok Wing for EdwardKecohPants's graduation.





All this time, I have been lusting to go to Lim Kok Wing because I thought that it was the coolest college in Malaysia, but I was wrong. It was okay. Since EdwardKecohPants was given two tickets for the entrance which have been given to the second parents, we waited in the cafeteria.





















GaiusBooo's three friends came. I felt left out because everyone was speaking in Tamil and laughing like a bunch of hyenas, but thank God I had handphone with me. :) So I was playing " The Pipes ". It have been a long, long time since I played that game.




This dude looks like Dinesh.

We were wandering around the cafeteria. We were off to the hall of fame and waited for the second parents, EdwardKecohPants and Fiona.











We were off to the cafeteria for free food. :D I was starving since school finished. So I was content. :)














Fatty bom bom. ;P


















GaiusBooo forced me to wear mommy's scarf.

























GaiusBooo, the second parents, EdwardKecohPants, Fiona, Catherine and I had a photograph session for EdwardKecohPant's graduation. I had a bad feeling about how I looked in the pictures because the photographer was like " Your hair covered half of your face. ".








Look at EdwardKecohPants's face expression. :) Haha.


I love how GaiusBooo's eyebrow curved. :)






I am not a homosexual, but the girl in Green and Purple is hot. :)















GaiusBooo, EdwardKecohPants, Catherine and I were off to Nawana.

Nawana is a paradise for Reggae's fans. This band who I was lusting to know their band's name so that I could worship them, but I ended up forgot to ask EdwardKecohPants because they were awesome. :) People were dancing as if they were high on Marijuana. The atmosphere was peaceful. :) I am starting to love Reggae. :) Nesh was supposed to perform, but something happened. So he was pissed off because he was there since afternoon and forked out RM 2oo on drinks so that everyone could enjoy their night. We walked to Bukit Bintang for dinner.




I didn't order food, but I did order Shisha. :) Mint flavour. :) It have been a long, long time since I smoked Shisha. The last time I had Shisha was at Bakhri's place. Homemade. :) I prefer homemade than shops' ones. All of a sudden, Raj popped out a question.

Raj.: Are you a Nepalese?
Me.: Huh?
Raj.: Are you a Nepalese?
Me.: Huh?
GaiusBooo.: No, she is a Chinese.
Raj.: Oh.

I was embarrassed with my reaction. Well, I have never thought people would ask me that ethnic because I look nothing like an Indian.

EdwardKecohPants insisted on going home. So I was pissed off because my RM 15 wasted just like that. Plus, I smoked for five minutes only. Moving on. EdwardKecohPants and Catherine sent GaiusBooo and I to the restaurant.

I was being such a bitch to GaiusBooo. So all the adults were asking me whether he bullied me or not. Haha. Uncle Wai sent GaiusBooo and I to my place.

GaiusBooo and I were giving the silent treament. I was having rashes on my body. So I had no choice, but to talk to GaiusBooo. He was being such a sweetheart, taking care of me. :) Parents came back. GaiusBooo told them. We were off to Poliklinik Gomez.

I had allergic. All this time, I thought that my immune systems were strong because I have never, ever had an allergic for the first 17 years. My first allergy was in Redang. So this makes my second time. Sigh. I had an injection on my ass and it hurt like a bitch. We were back at our place.

I took medicines. Within seconds, I slept off. It sucked because " My Wife And Kids " was on.

27 July 2oo8.

I woke up to Bernard, asking me to get ready for swimming classes. I woke GaiusBooo up. GaiusBooo and Bernard left me alone, still with the affect hitting my head, sleeping. :)

I woke up to GaiusBooo, kissing all over my face, but I was still sleepy. So I ignored him.

I woke up. No one was at home. So I slept again.

I woke up to dad's calling, asking me to get ready for dinner. I took shower. I put on a Red jersey and a pair of Blue Padini shorts. Parents picked me up and we were off to the restaurant.

We had dinner. GaiusBooo, Bernard and cousins came back from a Dota session. GaiusBooo, dad, Bernard, cousins and I were back at our place.

The second parents and Fiona came and picked GaiusBooo up.

I am glad that I found new found loves. :)
I don't know why she is thick faced.
I feel bad.
I hope she knows what she is doing.
It all happened too fast.
I have a feeling he has a crush on her.
I don't know why I am still involved.
I wonder whether she knows everyone was looking at bubbly boobs or not. :S Bitch, cover up. I wonder whether they were looking at them or not. :S
I wonder what's their reaction. :S
I have a feeling he dislikes me.
I don't know why she wasn't angry, looking at her hubby hugging another girl in front of her.
Even though I dislike her because everyone told me she is a bitch, I still hope he is serious with her. Because I am a cheaters hater like that, yo. ;)
Even though her face looks distorted, but she does look beautiful when she smile. :)
I love them. :)
I love how they dance. :)
I pity his soon to be wifey because he was grinding with two girls.
Yummy. ;)
I hope he would be brave enough to save his dignity.
I don't know why he is thick faced.
I hope he choke on whatever he spent on.
I wonder whether he looked at her or not. :S


I just ate for the first time today just now. It was a torture having my tummy growling every 5 minutes, but it was all good because I enjoyed today. :) Though, it is a sad thing that I didn't bring my camera to school to capture the beautiful memories, but it is not my fault because I, myself didn't know I was going to stay back at school.

School was okay, but after school was awesome. There was a drama competition between first four classes. Other classes had well prepared while mine prepared today because no one knew about the competition. So I, being the ecstatic one, asking everyone to join even though all of us knew our chance of winning is more than low because it was all about fun. :) And conspiracy. :D In the drama, I was acting as the lead character's mom. We were a Muslim family. So I was dressed up in Tudung and Batik. :D Some people were like " Oh my Moses. ", some were like " Oh my Moses. Carmen, I thought that you were a Malay. " and some were like " Who are you? ". :) Oh, and there was Idon'tknowwhathernameis who kept telling me " Carmen, you are adorable. ". Oh, oh, oh and there was this Form Four Malay girl who is a stranger to me came to me.

FormFourStrangerMalayGirl.: Kak, are you the girl who was wearing Tudung in the drama competition just now?
Me.: Erm. Yes, I am.
FormFourStrangerMalayGirl.: Kak, you looked beautiful.
Me.: Thanks.

I didn't know I am hot as a Malay. ;P

Parents picked me up and we were back to our place to pick Bernard up and take Benji to get his third and last injection which means one week from now, you would be seeing GaiusBooo and I walking Benji every weekend and we were off to Leisure Mall.

Oh my Moses. I saw this cat whose right eye was as if some flesh eating virus had invaded it. O.O Even though I hate cats, but Jesus, please bless it. Dad decided to be generous and forked out a couple of hundred notes to buy Benji's needs. :) We were back to our place.

I hit the bathroom. I put on a Black Tee and a pair of Black three quarter pants. Parents were waiting with me when I was waiting for Mojo Jojo and ma to come to pick me up. Dad were training Precious and Lucky. I felt guilty because Benji, Precious and Lucky should treat with equal love, but it looks like life is on Benji's side. I need to treat Precious and Lucky extra good. Mojo Jojo and ma picked me up and we were off to Martin.

Tuition was boring. I skipped English class because I was an inch to gastric. There was once I had gastric and it was fugly. O.O Parents picked us up and we were off to Restaurant Kwai Fong Lau. I don't know why, but parents love to talk about GaiusBooo nowadays.

Mom.: Is GaiusBooo coming to our place for swimming this Saturday?
Me.: Yes, he is.
Mom.: Oh. In that case, ask him to bring clothes for sleepover. Just make this thing a every weekend thing.
Me.: If you insist.

It is either this is a conspiracy between parents or they are changing.

It have been a long, long time since I ate Tom Yam and there. Their Tom Yam changed. From a five star to a three star. Parents and I sent Mojo Jojo home.

We were back to our place.

If I didn't go to sleep after this, please kick my ass.

I love her. :) As a friend. :D Haha.
She needs to cut down on the showing off part because I am scared she would get a village kicking her ass because it is annoying.
I feel guilty for having a bad thought about her. :( She is awesome. :D
I hope she knows she doesn't have anything. So stop walking like a prostitute even though everyone is telling me she is one.
Everyone is not foolish. We know it is tissues. :)
I am happy she is getting comfortable with them. :) I mean. I can see we are coming to an end.
I am happy all of us are getting along. :)
I don't understand why they love to bring down my spirit.
Shut up.
Correction. I love her. :) As a best friend. :D
I don't understand why she is still lying.


Normally, I would blog at the end of the day, but fuck that tradition.

I am currently updating my Facebook in Baju Kurung while listening to " Best I Ever Had " by Vertical Horizon. It have been a long, long time since I updated my Facebook and listened to the only song that curves up my lips when I am down. By now, you should have acknowledged the fact that I am down. :( Loneliness is attacking me. Again.

School was okay. Though, I felt lonely. Mojo Jojo was absent, Curly Wurly and I talked for a few minutes because Raveeni kept asking me to listen to her Kiran's jokes, saying he is a girl and Raveeni and yours truly talked for a few seconds because she was busy making Kiran's jokes. Overall, it was a borefest. Oh, and Miss Childlesstard was siding the dudes. Again. It was annoying.

Moving on.

I scribbled these words on my left arm that I have never thought I would write. I mean. I was just scribbling some words with CoconutTree's Black pen during Additional Mathematics to kill time. When I read it, it left me with this anxiety in me causing my heart to beat 1ooo times per second, but I choose to ignore. That feeling came back when everyone saw my scribbled left arm and ask what I wrote.

That feeling.

You know that feeling where you thought you were right, but in the end, life proved that you were wrong? It sucks to be in that situation. It resulted in this confused state of mind that never seems to see a dead end. It just keeps pushing you more and more. Hmmm. It is confusing. Over all, I choose to not believe anyone because everyone is a bitch.

Why are these words tangling at the back of my mind?

There is no time for that now. Answering these popped out question is not what I do the best. Tuition is in three hours time. I should go to sleep.

If only I got this power to know who is real and who is fake.
Because she has been a candy nowadays, she moved from my least favourite people's list to my favourite people's list. :)
I love her because of her speech that made my teared, but it still didn't change my feelings towards them.
Doesn't she get bored of Additional Mathematics?
I don't understand why she is sexist. Maybe she is trying to get them to fuck with her so that she wouldn't die as a virgin. :D
I wonder whether the only reason why she approached me is to make her jealous or not. :S
No matter they say, I still have this feeling she loves them more than me.
I wish I had enough courage to cut myself just to remind me of what my mission is.


How was today, you asked? How was today? O.O It was a borefest day. Even now. So I am going to blog to kill boredrom and time. :)

School was number one borefest because MyOtherGirlfriend didn't come, but thank God Teddy Bear came. So it was all good. :)

I am starting to hate after school. Everyday is the same routine. Come back from school, go out with Bernard and parents for lunch, getting nagged at from parents and come back. Hmmm. What can I say? Borefest.

Tuition was another borefest. I decided to skip Chemistry class and hung out with Mojo Jojo at Idon'tknowwhatheplace'sname. I was disappointed because we didn't talk like how we used to. I guess I was tired. :S So we marched ourselves to Martin for History class.

Wan.: Mengapakah kamu datang ke sini?
Me.: Erm. Sejarah?
Wan.: Mana ada Sejarah hari ini?
Me.: Oh my Moses. Fuck.
Some strangers near us.: Haha.

I don't know what's so funny. So fuck them. Mojo Jojo and I were talking about prom until this uncle came to our conversation.

Uncle.: You look different.
Me.: Huh?
Jarod.: She is a Chinese.
Uncle.: Oh. I thought that she was a Malay.

I don't know why everyone in Martin kept telling me that. O.O It is either they are blind or I am just too dark for a Chinese. :(

Dad picked us up and dad and I sent Mojo Jojo home. On the way to the restaurant to take our dinner, dad was talking about GaiusBooo.

Dad.: Is GaiusBooo coming for swimming this Saturday?
Me.: Yes, he is.
Dad.: Since he always come for swimming, just ask him to sleep over at our place.
Me.: If you insist.

I have never expect this from dad. So I was glad he told me that. :)

We took the dinner and we were back at our place.

For the last time, shut up.
All this time, I find him annoying, but now, he is okay.


People love happy endings. So I would start with bad news following by good news. The bad news is I am drowning in disappointment, facing a problem with installing " The Sims Two " which I have lust for months. :( So I called GaiusBooo since he promised me he would help me with it and no one was picking up the phone. So I got cranky and an inch to wet my Pink cheeks. :'( Moving on. The good news is parents are out which means. Hmmm. Nothing. Okay. This is sad.

19th July 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's call, telling me he would be at place in one hour time. Since I still got time, I was back to my beauty sleep.

I woke up to Bernard, asking me to get ready for hiking. Before I got ready, I called GaiusBooo, asking him where was he and rushing him. I put on a Black singlet and a pair of Blue Padini shorts. Aunt Nancy arrived and GaiusBooo was still on his way to my place. So I kept calling GaiusBooo, rushing him. He arrived and we were off to Wangsa Cheras.

The hiking was okay, but GaiusBooo, Uncle Wai, cousins and I were far behind because of Yan Kei. GaiusBooo had guilt in him, asking him to wait for her. So I waited with him. Brothers, Aunt Nancy and cousins were waiting for us for 3o minutes. O.O Brothers and cousins ran down the hill while GaiusBooo, Uncle Wai, Aunt Nancy, cousins and I took our time to walk down the hill. Aunt Nancy sent GaiusBooo and I home.

I hit the shower. I put on GaiusBooo's choice; a Black long sleeves M&G and a Denim skirt, carrying my Black Guess handbag in wedges. We called for a cab. The operator was rude. I was an inch to drown her with vulgar words. Bitch. This is it. I am going to call her( I hope I would get the right person. ) next Saturday when GaiusBooo and I are going to Leisure Mall and piss her off. The cab arrived and we were off to Leisure Mall for lunch.



























We marched ourselves to Kenny's Rogers instead of Mc D because I have Mc D every Monday.
























I don't know why, but I love to play with my tongue nowadays. :)





We marched ourselves to this computer games shop to ask whether they got " The Sims Two " or not. When this seller was like " Yes, we do. ", I was jumping for joy. :D So I was persuading GaiusBooo to go back home to take my spoilt " The Sims Two " CD, but he was tired. So we decided to come back to get my happiness back tomorrow. :) The first place I thought of going after lunch was Popular. O.O Sigh. SPM, but I was distracted by some beautiful clothes, but I didn't have enough money. :( So all I did was admiring how beautiful they are. :(


GaiusBooo was trying to read a Chinese book. :D



After one minute looking around there, I can't stand it. So we were wandering around the mall until I got a call from Sumathi. I am going to skip this part because it has to do with Sumathi's reputation. So moving on.





We took a cab and we were off to my place.











We watched the television while being in each other's arms. :) It was candyish. :)















Bernard and cousins were back from Leisure Mall and marched themselves to Bernard's bedroom to play Dota. When Uncle Wai and Aunt Lan picked cousins up, GaiusBooo marched himself to Bernard's bedroom to play Dota. So I was getting a revenge by onlining, but the Internet was being such a bitch. So I marched myself to Bernard's bedroom and laid on his bed, asking GaiusBooo to quit playing Dota every five seconds. Because I am a pest like that, yo. ;) At one point, I didn't realised I fell asleep. O.O Haha.

I woke up to mom, asking me to go to my bedroom to sleep, but I insisted on sleeping with GaiusBooo in the living room because GaiusBooo stated something scary. GaiusBooo and I marched ourselves downstairs. As soon as we hit the sofas, we slept. That is how tired we were.

2oth July 2oo8.

I woke up to Bernard, asking me to get ready for swimming lessons. I hit the bathroom. I put on a Red jersey and a pair of White Padini shorts. Uncle Yuen picked GaiusBooo, Bernard and I and we were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname.

The swimming lesson was okay. The time was up. I left my swimming gadgets near the children's pool. So I marched myself to there. There were two girls who were playing all of a sudden looked at me. One of them was like " Hello. Come and play with us. " and one more was handing me my swimming gadgets. It was adorable. :) GaiusBooo, Bernard, Uncle Wai, cousins, Uncle Yuen and I were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname for lunch.

This time, GaiusBooo didn't steal my food. ;P Haha. Uncle Yuen sent GaiusBooo, Bernard and I home.

We took a nap before we go to Leisure Mall. I hit the shower. I put on a Black fake Polo tee and a Denim skirt, carrying Pink Guess handbag in a pair of Black slipper. Uncle Wai and cousins picked GaiusBooo, Bernard and I up and Uncle Wai sent us to Leisure Mall.











GaiusBooo and I were off to the computer games shop. The seller told us to come back after five minutes because Iforgotwhatthereasonwas. So we marched ourselves to Mc D for late lunch.


In case you didn't realised, that is my Red, White and Blue jersey that I wear to sleep. :D














We marched ourselves to computer games shop. At last, I got the CD. :D Since I got what I wanted, I let GaiusBooo to have his time of his life too which is Dota. We marched ourselves to GameBox. GaiusBooo, Bernard and cousins were having fun Dotaing while I was stuck there, onlining for three hours. Three. Hours. It was a borefest.





















Thank God, the time was up. :D Uncle Wai picked us up and we were off to the restaurant for dinner.

I don't know why, but I didn't have the appetite to eat. Hmmm.









GaiusBooo, Bernard, Kah Jian, Alvin, Syahida and I were off to Uncle Hong's place. Alvin and Syahida sent GaiusBooo, Bernard, Kah Jian and I to my place.

When we reached my place, daddy, mommy and Fiona were there already. So GaiusBooo and I didn't have our proper goodbyes. :( Oh well. There is always a next Saturday. :)

I didn't know he was caring. Oh wooow. What happened?
I have never asked her to wait. So why bothered?
One day, I would let him feel how I feel now.
I hope she dies of cancer.
Oh my Moses. This time is different. Double yummies. :D
I hope she knows I did that for her own good. Not to get her in trouble.
God bless her.
He is annoying.
I can't believe he is selfish.
Oh my Moses. Leisure Mall was fulled of Perimbunians. O.O
I wonder whether she won or lost. :S
Asshole.
I regret what I did to her. I don't know what I would do if she found out about it. All I can do is to pray for her forgiveness.



Whenever I am with you, I don't know why, but this annoyance just forms in me, piercing through every vein in my body. It sucks because I love you. I would do anything to hang out with you without having this fear that we would argue. Sometimes, I wish I was them. If only you knew how I feel.

I hope one day, maybe, just maybe, we could share this love together. <3


Thanks to adults, I hate today. It is like a celebration in Blackhole Hell. Adults love to repeat the same thing. Don't they get bored? Argh. Blah Blah Blah. I choose to move on. :) Today wasn't interesting except the fact that I wore contact lens in the public for first time. :D My left eye's sight was blur, but it was all good. :) Though, I should buy lighter colour contact lens because Bernard and Adeline were like " You wear or don't wear, it makes no different. ". There goes my RM 85. :( Try to look at the bright side, I am not alone. :) Haha.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's call, asking me to go downstair to open the gate for him. So I found parents were awake, but I ignored them and marched myself downstair. I opened the gate for GaiusBooo and we were bonding in the living room until 1o something a. m.. I hit the bathroom. I put on a Black and Blue summer dress and a Black jacket, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag in wedges. Aunt Nancy and Adeline picked GaiusBooo, Bernard and I and we were off to Hotel Shangarila for buffet.






GaiusBooo using my. Ops. I mean. Our comb. ;P


Yummy. ;)










GaiusBooo is not a gangster. He is a gangstar. :D Haha. Okay. That was lame.



We dropped GaiusBooo at the entrance of Hotle Shangarila before we entered the car park. It was sad to see him for two hours only. :( Try to look at the bright side. He would miss me more. ;P Haha. I was just kidding. Next Saturday never dies. :)

Great people, great food, great place, but what made me sad was too many choices, too little time. :(
















Lick, lick, lick your lolipop. :D










































Bernard asked me to pose as if I saw Jesus.




Look at how sharp my nose is. :D And how long my tongue is. :)




















The Macaroni and Cheese was yummy. :)














I got it from Andrew. It is contagious, people, it is contagious. O.O






We were imitading Jaslene from America's Next Top Model. :)





The time was up. Aunt Nancy, Adeline and I were off to Iforgottheplace'sname to take stock for the restaurant.


Mmm. Leopard's skin. I likey. ;)



Aunt Nancy and Adeline sent me home. As soon as I got home, I took out the contact lens, having a fear that it would spoil my eye sight because my eye sights were blur. I put on a White tee and a pair of White Padini boxer, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag fulled of clothes. Uncle Yuen picked Bernard and I and we were off to pick Adeline up and we were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname for swimming lessons.

The time was up. Bernard, Adeline, Uncle Yuen sent cousins home and Adeline and Uncle Yuen sent Bernard and I home. I slept as soon as I hit the bed and I woke up five hours later.

Andrew picked Bernard and I up and we were off to restaurant for dinner.

Bernard, parents and I were back home.

I don't understand why they were making a big deal about it.
I don't understand why she was making a deal about it.
I don't understand why she can't shut up.
Yummy. ;)
Bitch.
Oh my Moses. I look fugly with my out of shape eyebrow. I need to get my eyebrow done. Now. O.O


I enjoyed my weekend with GaiusBooo. :) I don't know why, but I feel odd with the fact that parents are cool with GaiusBooo having a sleep over in our place, but I would feel more odd and thankful if they let GaiusBooo to sleep with me in my bedroom. ;P Haha. Okay. Sam, it is time to wake up. That fantasy would come true in 1o years time. Patient is a virtue. :) Adeline and I sent GaiusBooo to Tasik Selatan just now. Even though it have been 1o minutes since I last saw him, I still miss him so much that I feel like slapping him for making me feel this way. ;P I hope he would get home safe. People, it is time to connect with Jesus again and pray for GaiusBooo. x Praying for GaiusBooo. x :) To those who prayed for GaiusBooo, thanks and to those who didn't, now, you know why Jesus doesn't love you. :)

5th July 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's call, asking me whether he could come over or not, but I had plans. So he was disappointed. I was back to my beauty sleep.

I woke up to Bernard, knocking on my door, waking me up for the plan I was talking about which was going for a jog with Aunt Nancy, but I was too sleepy. So I cancelled the plan. I thought of asking mom whether GaiusBooo could come over or not, but she was out. I called her. She was in the car with dad sitting beside her. So I didn't ask her because she would hand over the phone to dad. I was back to my beauty sleep.

I woke up to Adeline's call, asking me whether I could follow her to Mid Valley for movies with Redha, Muhammad and his girlfriend. So I called mom, asking her for permission to go out. She was cool with it, but on one condition. Come back early because she scared that I would make the same mistake when I was out with GaiusBooo, EdwardKecohPants, JustinOink, Parasite and BionicMan and came back at 4 a. m.. So I called GaiusBooo, telling him the plan and asking him to be punctual because he is always late. I hit bathroom. I put on a Black top, a Black sweater and a pair of skinny jeans, carrying my Black and White Guess handbag in my wedges.[ I still love them. :) ]

Adeline picked me up and we were off to Mid Valley. Surprisingly, GaiusBooo and JustinOink was there first. We met up with them. JustinOink and I were talking about this passerby who looked like GaiusBooo while waiting for Redha, Muhammad and his girlfriend. They arrived and we were off to Iforgotwhattheplace'sname for dinner. The burger was huge. O.O






I love how my lips looked like. :)

















Since the queue was too long, we were off to Sunway Pyramid. Adeline were off to Uncle Lim's and GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I were off to the cinema. The queue was okay, but " Hancock " was fulled. So we were off to Uncle Lim's. It was boring because GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I were doing nothing, but finishing the drinks and Adeline, Redha, Muhammad, his girlfriend and Idon'tknowwhathisnameis were talking. JustinOink suggested to go to Barcelona, but I insisted on going for something else because of the first and last visit to there. So GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I were off to the cinema again. We wanted to watch " Run, Fat Boy, Run " because the title sounded funny, but I had to go back home early. So we booked tickets for " Nanny's Diaries ".















The movie was okay.







We marched ourselves to Sunway's entrance and were waiting for Adeline to come and picked us up. I felt bad because Adeline wanted to spend time with Redha, but I ruined everything. Adeline, I am sorry. :(














I don't know why, but I like this picture. :)

Adeline picked us up and sent JustinOink home and GaiusBooo and I home. I ran upstairs to change and put on White Jersey and a pair of white Padini boxers.

Dad.: Who is downstairs?
Me.: GaiusBooo.
Dad.: For a sleepover?
Me.: Yes, he is.

At that point, I was happy because he sounded carefree with the fact that GaiusBooo was in our place for a sleepover, but when he knocked on my door.

Me.: Yes.
Dad.: Here are some clothes for him to change. x Handed me his clothes. x
Me.: Oh. Okay. Thanks.
Dad.: Look at how much I love you.

I ran downstairs with dad's clothes in my hand and told GaiusBooo what happened. He was surprised. Haha.




















GaiusBooo took this when I was sleeping. My cheecks looked fat. Damnit.

6th July 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo, disturbing me. Even though I had 1 hour of beauty sleep, I was energized enough to bitch with him. Bernard came downstairs to wake me up for swimming classes, but I was awake already. So I got ready. I put on a White tee and a pair of White Padini boxers.[ That looks like a pair of shorts. ]









Uncle Wai and cousins picked us up and we were off to Idon'tknowwhattheplace'snameis. The lesson was okay.

We were off to Restaurant Fish Heads for lunch. GaiusBooo loved them so much that he stole my food. ;P Haha. Okay. Fine. I gave him. Because I love him like that, yo. ;)

Uncle Wai and cousins sent GaiusBooo, Bernard and I home. GaiusBooo and I were exhausted due to the amount of beauty sleep he had.[ He didn't sleep at all because he didn't want to waste his time sleeping. Instead, he wanted to spend time with me even though I slept off. For your kind information, I didn't make that up. That was what he told me. :) ] He slept off in the living room and I slept off in my bedroom. By the time I woke up, it was evening already.

Andrew picked GaiusBooo, Kah Chi and I and we were off to the restaurant for dinner.

Adeline and I sent GaiusBooo to Tasik Selatan and she sent me home.

I wish he wasn't that sensitive.
I miss Mc D. :(
I thought that I have let go of the past, but I was wrong.
I hope she heard me. If she didn't, bitch. :)
He thought that I had Parkinson. I hope he dies and rots in Blackhole Hell.
If only he told me earlier, then I would get the chance to see her and scream vulgar words to her. :) Because I am a bitch like that, yo. ;)
I am still confused. Head or heart?
I wish I could let go of the past.
I am glad they like him. :)
Racists annoy me. I hope they die and rot in Blackhole Hell.








" Never, ever cheat on me. My heart will break if you did. I can't find a way to forgive you, but I somehow will, but that doesn't mean you can cheat on me because you know you will get away with it. Haha. I am talking nonsense. I love you. Muahs. ".

I have never, ever loved anyone and being loved by the same person I love this much before. Whenever a friend comes to me with his or her significantothercheatingonhimorher problem, I would tell them " I am a disbeliever of second chances. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. ". All this time, I have been living in denial, telling cheaters don't deserve the second chance, but me. I know I can never, ever let go of the dark past, but I would still give another chance. And another. And another. Till the infinity. It sucks falling in love because you would just keep on giving chances, but at the same time, it is relieving that you have found the one.

Is this good or bad?

Because with you, I know everything is going to be fine. <3

P. S.: I can't believe teenage hormones are attacking me at 3 a. m..